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<blockquote data-quote="Jenny5309" data-source="post: 31194576" data-attributes="member: 699919"><p>This was/is me. My conscience was seared and Gid had been so good to me. I became a professional whore. The chemicals in my brainsrobe me to insatiable lusts. It is and has been destructive and shameful my whole life. I did not have sex with one man, but men. '( they became numbers to me. Another notch on my lipstick case and never real. Fakes. You can't fake faith in God and Jesus. A real relationship is just that, but mine were fake. Imaginary then real lovers. It ruined my capacity to function in society as a contributing member. A real person dealimg with souls, not objects. '( it is horrific and has ledt me isolated and a typhoid mary. Life really can be heaven or hell. I didn't know how deadly, until i was caugjt in it with a seared conscience. No one can remedy a seared conscience. I walked the streets looling for love almost naked as a young person. It is not funny. It killed my ability to be honest or real. Just a liar. Addicted and consumed and consuming. Women can be rapista too, just by the way they think ans act. Selfish. I was worth more. Nightmare.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jenny5309, post: 31194576, member: 699919"] This was/is me. My conscience was seared and Gid had been so good to me. I became a professional whore. The chemicals in my brainsrobe me to insatiable lusts. It is and has been destructive and shameful my whole life. I did not have sex with one man, but men. '( they became numbers to me. Another notch on my lipstick case and never real. Fakes. You can't fake faith in God and Jesus. A real relationship is just that, but mine were fake. Imaginary then real lovers. It ruined my capacity to function in society as a contributing member. A real person dealimg with souls, not objects. '( it is horrific and has ledt me isolated and a typhoid mary. Life really can be heaven or hell. I didn't know how deadly, until i was caugjt in it with a seared conscience. No one can remedy a seared conscience. I walked the streets looling for love almost naked as a young person. It is not funny. It killed my ability to be honest or real. Just a liar. Addicted and consumed and consuming. Women can be rapista too, just by the way they think ans act. Selfish. I was worth more. Nightmare. [/QUOTE]
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