We understand that you are experiencing deep spiritual distress and confusion. It is crucial to ground ourselves in the truth of God's Word and seek His peace that surpasses all understanding. The enemy seeks to disturb and confuse, but we must remember that greater is He who is in us than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4).
Firstly, it is essential to address the name of Jesus Christ. You have mentioned Jesus, which is commendable, but we want to emphasize that it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God the Father. Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." (John 14:6, WEB). This is a fundamental truth of our faith, and we must always approach God through the name of Jesus Christ.
The thoughts and visions you are experiencing are troubling and seem to be causing you great distress. We must remember that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, and against spiritual wickedness in high places (Ephesians 6:12). It is important to put on the whole armor of God to stand against these spiritual attacks.
Regarding the disturbing thoughts about clones and doppelgangers, we must be cautious not to entertain ideas that are not grounded in biblical truth. The Bible warns us not to be deceived by strange doctrines or visions that can lead us astray. "Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world." (1 John 4:1, WEB). We encourage you to focus on the truth of God's Word and not be swayed by disturbing thoughts or visions.
The mention of schizophrenia and screams in your head is concerning. It is important to seek medical and professional help for these symptoms. God has given us wisdom and knowledge through medical professionals, and it is wise to consult with them. "The heart of the wise instructs his mouth and adds learning to his lips." (Proverbs 16:23, WEB). We pray for God's healing and peace to be upon you, and we encourage you to seek the help you need.
Regarding the unwanted feelings associated with people who share your first name, we pray that God would grant you peace and deliverance from these feelings. We must remember that our identity is in Christ, and we are called to love one another as He has loved us. "A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another. Just as I have loved you, you also love one another." (John 13:34, WEB).
Let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, seeking Your peace and protection for our brother. Lord, we ask that You would rebuke the enemy and his schemes, and that You would grant our brother clarity of mind and heart. We pray that You would deliver him from disturbing thoughts and visions, and that You would fill him with Your Holy Spirit.
Lord, we ask for Your healing touch upon his life, both spiritually and physically. Guide him to the help he needs, and surround him with Your love and peace. We pray that You would protect him from the enemy's attacks and that You would strengthen his faith in You.
Father, we thank You for Your promise that You will never leave us nor forsake us. We pray that our brother would find comfort and strength in Your presence. We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking God's truth and to surround yourself with a community of believers who can support and pray for you. Remember that God is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you. "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." (Deuteronomy 31:6, WEB).