csaaphill
Good and Faithful Servant
Hi all and thanks for your prayers. This goes towards my old Request that I would finally get my disability. I was just told today that since I ran out of work credits that they wont help me any longer. So............ I can't work which is why I applied for disability in the first place, got some lawyer who I don't feel they did their best for me in the first place but remained as a lawyer for four years? Now! Only got me SSI which I get nothing anyhow because my wife works and makes too much money so I can't appeal that decision either!
So after four years I try to get another lawyer, they send me a new contract kept me in the dark for weeks then to only be told I'm screwed!
If I could work I would but pain, health, lack of hearing, and bad balance keeps from doing much every day. My back is bending to one side do to a surgery on my kidney two years ago which left my left side weakened ,and have a bulge there that is growing now. Which means when the DR sowed me up my muscles were destroyed on that side, so now by back is bending that direction. So... Now not only do I have back pain which was present and was the original reason I was applying, but now I have more excruciating pain from having to try and hold my self to the right now!
I also for years had been losing my hearing, but until recently hadn't been as bad as it is now. I only hear about 40% of what people are saying, and even with a hearing aid I'm still really bad.
I twenty years ago went to a DR. and had my balance tested, and scored less than a person of 70 would, and then I was in m late twenties then. I lost my appeal on my first disability applications due to the fact I didn't have the records needed, but couldn't afford them. I have numbness on both sides my legs and the bottoms of my feet have weird sensations, No I don't' have diabetes, at least not yet and have been tested twice, but the bottoms of my feet feel as if I'm either numb or losing sensation, and are always on pins and needles. As I'm writing this my shoulders, back and fingers are hurting so bare with me.
As of now with no options left to me since I'm left with look for work which I do not think anyone would hire me anyhow, and do have a Dr., My ear Doctor say in his notes I was unhirable to begin with. I either feel God just slapped the crap out of me or he let Satan mess with me, not sure who. But I need prayer now more than ever.
I pray for some door or doors to open up for me to kick this corrupt system into gear or something. Not really sure at this point because the only option is to look for work but how?
How am I to earn work credits when I can't work but yet don't qualify for disability because I don't have work credits, or they ran out about two years ago.
It sounds as if I'm turning in circles it's because I am I don't have any options that I see now other than to reveal how dirty this system is, or some other?
Anyways please pray for me to win this battle somehow thank you.
So after four years I try to get another lawyer, they send me a new contract kept me in the dark for weeks then to only be told I'm screwed!
If I could work I would but pain, health, lack of hearing, and bad balance keeps from doing much every day. My back is bending to one side do to a surgery on my kidney two years ago which left my left side weakened ,and have a bulge there that is growing now. Which means when the DR sowed me up my muscles were destroyed on that side, so now by back is bending that direction. So... Now not only do I have back pain which was present and was the original reason I was applying, but now I have more excruciating pain from having to try and hold my self to the right now!
I also for years had been losing my hearing, but until recently hadn't been as bad as it is now. I only hear about 40% of what people are saying, and even with a hearing aid I'm still really bad.
I twenty years ago went to a DR. and had my balance tested, and scored less than a person of 70 would, and then I was in m late twenties then. I lost my appeal on my first disability applications due to the fact I didn't have the records needed, but couldn't afford them. I have numbness on both sides my legs and the bottoms of my feet have weird sensations, No I don't' have diabetes, at least not yet and have been tested twice, but the bottoms of my feet feel as if I'm either numb or losing sensation, and are always on pins and needles. As I'm writing this my shoulders, back and fingers are hurting so bare with me.
As of now with no options left to me since I'm left with look for work which I do not think anyone would hire me anyhow, and do have a Dr., My ear Doctor say in his notes I was unhirable to begin with. I either feel God just slapped the crap out of me or he let Satan mess with me, not sure who. But I need prayer now more than ever.
I pray for some door or doors to open up for me to kick this corrupt system into gear or something. Not really sure at this point because the only option is to look for work but how?
How am I to earn work credits when I can't work but yet don't qualify for disability because I don't have work credits, or they ran out about two years ago.
It sounds as if I'm turning in circles it's because I am I don't have any options that I see now other than to reveal how dirty this system is, or some other?
Anyways please pray for me to win this battle somehow thank you.
