direction

[demo]

i need help..my life seems to have taken a turn for the worse and everytime in my heart when i decide to set things right and get on the straight and narrow it seems to only get worse

i have compromised on my intergrity and i have tried a lot of shortcuts, however they all lead to more troubles

i use drugs, i drink, smoke and i am sexually active these were originally meant to be escape routes for me but the whole lifestyle feels like walking on quicksand and i cant seem to find my way out

i would like to have a relationship with God but i never seem to be able to make it last longer than a week..it feels like work rather than something pleasurable

i need help

i would also like direction concerning my life partner, i have met someone who my heart tells me is the one but the problem is how can i believe my heart when it is not being guided by God..asides that the conversation we have is not edifying and there is a lot of falsehood on my part with regards to my lifestyle, neither of us is a practising christian, we are two continents apart and are not sleeping together.

she happens to be bipolar and that is a major issue that i really do not know how to deal with, i believe nothing is too hard for God and he can heal any disease whether physical or mental but its hard to go to him when i know my motivation is selfish.. my name is olabanji olatoregun

 

[sabitha]

praying for you amen

 

[Patrick]

Dear Lord I cast all these strongholds of immorality off of him and I ask that you intervene in a way were there seems no way in the desert. Lord I ask that you give him the power to stand on your word and believe it; I ask that you give him the strenght to seek out a local church were he can meet some healthy Christians that can help him. Lord I pray that you give him wisdom when it comes to His life partner that you will direct him. Lord you are not the author of confusion. So I ask that you settle his mind, body and spirit and help him in the name of Jesus, amen so be it,

Look up Teen Challange they are a group that helps men of all ages whom have the same problems that you do and they may be able to steer you into the right direction.