prayman
Humble Prayer Partner
praise god for all these prayer warriors who stand in the gap in the hour of need of one and all brethren and sisters may u lord god almighty bless each one abundantly for the sacrifice of their time for even in their lives there r problems that need solutions that can only come from u all out there i need prayer as i face my temp employment coming to an end, i am so discouraged at living each day with an uncertain future, my faith has taken a beating to the point where i question my entire 25 years of running after god seeking and searching of building a prayer life of fasting of standing in the forefront for ministry purposes yet when i look at my life all seems to be a waste of time i am questioning god's purpose and plans for my life i am living in a place of regretting the decision i made to follow god as i do not see his reality and providence in my life on a daily basis, i know it is wrong to think and look at the challenges i face but they r immensly huge and i stand with no support around me family and church r no where to b found i seem to have run out of the get up and go that i had the fire seems to have gone out it is as though all my challenges in the past 2 years has extinguished the firy praise and worship i had for god right now my wife jackie has diabetes and her employment situation is stressful please pray for a door to open for her to move to greener pastures, for my daughter chlarissa whom we r homeschooling we need the funds to purchase her new years school books for her gr10 year, for myself Mark i want to get back into the telecommunications environment as a cable jointer but there r no vacancies open we now have had to place our home on the market as we are in arears by 1 month because of my unemployed situation the finacial burdens r just too great to cope with we just do not have the means to make it anymore and so i question where is god in all this i chose to follow the vision along with math6;25-33 yet i am unable to see god's providence for me and my family,I have stooped going to church as i just do not see the point of it anymore i know that there is a training school or god's children to go thru but i just do not have the strength to carry on anymore please pray for me guys god bles and love to one and all
