sabitha
Servant of All
lord if you do not help me with finances now i dont think there is any purpose in me having any faith in anything i have let all my problems at your feet but nothing has been solved so far i have no peace of mind i have no joy left in life all the people that i owe money to are tormenting me they ar catching my throat i have no money at all i am on the last string of hope and faith either you take my life or you help me with my finances no one in my family understands no one in the family wants to help me they think that i am a burden on their lives my mother is very un understanding she has no love or affection for me she loves only my 2 brothers i wish i was never born to face so much unhappiness i try to work but life has always been harsh and continues to be harsh will this ever change will this ever end life is so harsh i feel like askin why me everyone els in the family is blaming me for all the problems that the family isd facing god knows that i have given my life for this family i did not even think of marriage but i am now being treated like a servant an unpaid servant a driver a person who will do all the menial tasks who should never have money in her hand who can be misbehaved with and she cannot open her mouth just because she does not have the money lord beg take my life right now i am willing to die
