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kam
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I have done something I shouldn't have. It was against the rules. I am paying for it...........I have been miserable and suffering for doing it. I need to be relieved of the stress from it. It wasn't anything criminal or anything like that, just something that I shouldn't have done. Someone asked me to do something and I did it because I didn't know how to say no. But doing it has caused me to be ill all weekend. I need relief from this. What I did didnt hurt anything, and it didn't change the outcome of anything, but I feel like I have been punished enough. Just the stress and the thought of it consuming me every waking moment is enough punishment to know that next time it's NO NO NO. By saying yes, I could sacrifice what I have worked so long for. I tend to always walk the straight line but I got off track and I hate myself for it. How do I stop thinking about it? I could go to someone and talk about it but the consequences could be bad. I don't know what to do. I want God to forgive me and let me start fresh. Please. I need some guidance.
