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Anita
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At this point I don't know where to turn. I've cried in prayer to God and I feel like He's not listening.
First, in March my father, whom I loved dearly and talked to everyday passed away unexpectedly. My heart still aches about that situation.
Then a month or two later, my husband told me that he had been unfaithful and got his former girlfriend pregnant. He has a history of infidelity which I found out about when I was already pregnant with our daughter who is now 3 years old.
I am angry, confused hurt and heart broken. I am depressed and overwhelmed, as my entire family is a state away and my husband works in a job that requires 100% travel.
I feel strongly, based on text messages that I've seen that he remains unfaithful and will not change. When he's not out partying and he's at home, he's very mean, irritable and critical.
Add to that I have a negative balance in the bank. I do have a home that I had before I met my husband, but it is very far from my job and my daughters school and it has been on the leasing market for several months with no hits.
Ideally I would like my husband just to do right by me and my daughter, but I don't think that's going to happen. I feel so alone, especially now that my father is gone and I used to talk to him everyday.
Please pray that my daughter and I can have peace and physical, emotional and financial security and that my home will lease so that I can leave this very volitile situation.
I am desperate.
Thank you.
First, in March my father, whom I loved dearly and talked to everyday passed away unexpectedly. My heart still aches about that situation.
Then a month or two later, my husband told me that he had been unfaithful and got his former girlfriend pregnant. He has a history of infidelity which I found out about when I was already pregnant with our daughter who is now 3 years old.
I am angry, confused hurt and heart broken. I am depressed and overwhelmed, as my entire family is a state away and my husband works in a job that requires 100% travel.
I feel strongly, based on text messages that I've seen that he remains unfaithful and will not change. When he's not out partying and he's at home, he's very mean, irritable and critical.
Add to that I have a negative balance in the bank. I do have a home that I had before I met my husband, but it is very far from my job and my daughters school and it has been on the leasing market for several months with no hits.
Ideally I would like my husband just to do right by me and my daughter, but I don't think that's going to happen. I feel so alone, especially now that my father is gone and I used to talk to him everyday.
Please pray that my daughter and I can have peace and physical, emotional and financial security and that my home will lease so that I can leave this very volitile situation.
I am desperate.
Thank you.
