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Its been a long year struggling in so many different ways. Loving someone who wont love me back I fell into a deep depresion loosing sight of what is good and right. I lashed out at people around me hurting the ones I loved. Running away from stresses and reality tryed drugs.Crashed my car. Abused medications. Denied Gods love. Hated everyone and myself. Now at the end of my broken life road now i am desperatly trying to come back to the old self I knew before straying from the lord and loving a man who brought me no good. The stress and humilty I caused myself has brought me to a all time low. I have lost alot of my hair and ask you pray for it to grow back. Have no selfesteme and lost in where to go now. Im trying to come back full force to the Lord but its hard. Pray for me to have obeidence and to be shown the Lords grace again in my life. Im desperate Im fearful. Please pray for my life. And illness mental dease and my immune sytem to get strong again, To build a new life in Christ.
