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starlightsofheaven
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please i pray that i may not be so needy clingy that god find a man for me to share the love i have in my soul god does not want us to me alone i feel that im not fulfilled to whom i can be without loving another im lonely< lost> my heart aches with confussion of why im pushing so hard to be loved when i am a truly wonderful giving person who is turning forty and wants to share the love that god has given me to a mate god help me not to push things so fast and hurry things that you may have in place for me for me not to except anything and everything for a moment of happyness when i want a lifetime of love as you have read i love this man matt so deeply but the games he plays he is not a christian and i am but i have waivered away from things i now have severe panic attacks have lost weight depressed the pain in my chest is so great i am in emotional bondage> i was married for twenty years and to be alone i was in fear that i could not make it< i can but the lonelyness is killing my spirit dear god you can do many miracles please bring this man matt to his knees and show him the only way in life is not pot or drinking but you i want to meet this man in heaven he is lost from his childhood of not feeling love and fighting to survive that he does not know how to survive now and needs god to hold his soul and change his views in life help me emotional of loving him and what to know to except and when to walk away help me:tinysmile_cry_t4:
