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fairywolf77
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Please help me. I have led a very rocky lifestyle for many years. I am a survivor of child abuse, molestation and years of abuse at the hands of men. I have been through way to many relationships that were unhealthy and harmful to myself and my children. Anytime that I feel comfortable in my faith I am "raped" again. I recently met a wonderful soul of a man who has gone through most of the same trials I have. We have both made terrible mistakes in our lives including alcoholism and drug abuse. We made a promise to each other and ourselves that we would change this course in our lives and follow the better path. The Devil has been after us ever since. I mean not more than five seconds after we made this agreement, we were arrested for dwi. My significant other was taken to prison for other past mistakes he had made, failure to comply and fines. And now I am dealing with the reprocussions alone. I am facing jailtime in two counties for failure to pay my fines, although I am only two paychecks away from completion. I have to turn myself in this morning in one county and I just don't know what to believe anymore. Yes we made this mistake, but I am vigilantly trying to comply. It seems as though I can not catch a break. I wa. I am facing homelessness and the loss of my children for far less than the average person. In fact I am only one week from homelessness as I have to choose whether to feed my child, pay my rent or pay my fine. Any choice will directly affect the other two choices. I work at least 34 hours a week and have been using all of my money to pay these fines and it is still not enough. By the way, I was NOT driving the car in which I got this DWI for. I was proven guilty and I WAS NOT driving. In fact, when the car was pulled over and I was arrested I was in the passenger seat!! I had not driven the car at all the entire evening!!! This is the honest truth. There is not much I can do to change the courts mind. I really am doing the best I can. PLEASE PLEASE pray for me and my boyfriend. Help us Lord, we are begging you. Please hear me this time.
