myriadmom39
Disciple of Prayer
I am in desperate need today of prayer. After a serious conversation that began with Steve stating he had closed his profile on a dating site that we met on, I let Steve know how strong my feelings were and how I felt about him asking if he was ready to take a chance on us. All of our conversations and his actions have led me to believe he may be ready but fear from past hurts is standing in the way. He has not stated that yes, he wants to begin a relationship, that no he only wants to be friends or that he is done and wants to walk away. I feel at this time I have been left in limbo with no response and I have become physically ill due to the fear that has been growing that I will be very hurt. We are both hurt from past relationships and we are both hesitant but I have prayed and feel I need to fight and take this chance. I am asking our savior to please calm our fears, to open Steve's heart and free his fears and ask him to provide me a swift response either way, wether he does want me in his life or not. I also ask Jesus to take away and/or calm the fear I am feeling to bring me a sense of peace that this will have a swift resolution and that Jesus our Savior make it a good resolution, that me and Steve can begin a new relationship, a new chapter in our lives. Amen
