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silver1103
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I am in so much stress studying in Poland and I've had issues with people here since my first semester and I am failing all my classes. People in my class like Joe and them are spreading rumors that I have ADHD. Mental illness does run in my family. I am willing to get treatment if something is really wrong with me. God, where are You in this mess and public humiliation I am going through? It's so hard for me to study because I am so miserable and I am on bad terms with the Dean's office as well since I failed so many of my classes and they know mental illness runs in my family. I am asking for some sort of Divine intervention. I can barely complete my studies let alone I don't know who to ask for Letters of recommendation. I really just want to die because I find no meaning in my life anymore. Everyone around me is really giving me a hard time. People tell me to ignore it but it's hard because I'm all ready so miserable and all alone. This is torture facing the same students everyday. God, please pray for me and at least show me Jesus cares and show me what exactly to do. My reputation has been ruined for years.