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bonnieb
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My husband is a farmer, so he has been out planting crops, mowing hay etc...problem is, the bills are all way past due. He also has a dirt work business, and he hires someone to take care of that when he is doing crops. Our bulldozer broke down and we had to borrow thousands of dollars to fix it, plus weeks for him to fix it.
I am sick at my stomach over all of this, and really wondering why I remarried. I worked my way out of thousands of dollars of debt before I married Paul. It was like climbing a mountain with toothpicks, but everyday I went to work and deposited my money then went home and sent a payment on a bill out.
Now I am in debt for more than I have ever been in my entire life. I hate it! I do not believe in owing money, and I truly do not believe in being in debt for other people! Which is the position I am in now.
After we married, he went to work on my credit, even though I said NO, I cannot do this. He said I would loan him money or he would divorce me.
So here I am, sick at my stomach, resentful, and very hurt and scared.
Things don't seem to bother him like they do me. I never had late payments. If I could not make a pmt. on time, I would immediately call and let the business know. It was never a problem. Now I am afraid to even answer the phone. I think it is majorly wrong to have to live like this.
Anyway, I would truly appreciate your prayers!!!!!!! I want our bills paid!