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lost_soul
Guest
Dear lord,
I bow down today to ask for your salvation. Firstly, I would like to thank you for your blessings: the strong relationship with family and friends really help me to walk through the tough times. Lord, I thank you that you have not given up on me when I gave up on myself many times before.
Lord, I cannot stop being bitter at myself. I had my academic success and I felt that I have been de-valued of what I really am. I walked through the tough times with my bare shoulders and I have never really given up on my ambition I have over the years. Lord, I thought that I really would do many great things for the world as I was blessed with the talents. However, life always knows how to turn things up-side-down and throw me back into the deep end. Lord, I woke up with tears many time, and I am very depressed with the situations. I trusted you, and I thought you are the one on the highest, why should I be shaken. But lord, please tell me why these unfair things happen to me. Lord, why I am gaining nothing but misery for doing good while the selfish individuals are celebrating their success through their tricks? I thought the trails you have given me are trying to make me into great person with strength, but why things are still seem to go backwards.
Lord, I really cannot work things out and have not been worshipping for a long time. It really hurts me the way things are, and I am not sure how much faith left in me.
Amen
I bow down today to ask for your salvation. Firstly, I would like to thank you for your blessings: the strong relationship with family and friends really help me to walk through the tough times. Lord, I thank you that you have not given up on me when I gave up on myself many times before.
Lord, I cannot stop being bitter at myself. I had my academic success and I felt that I have been de-valued of what I really am. I walked through the tough times with my bare shoulders and I have never really given up on my ambition I have over the years. Lord, I thought that I really would do many great things for the world as I was blessed with the talents. However, life always knows how to turn things up-side-down and throw me back into the deep end. Lord, I woke up with tears many time, and I am very depressed with the situations. I trusted you, and I thought you are the one on the highest, why should I be shaken. But lord, please tell me why these unfair things happen to me. Lord, why I am gaining nothing but misery for doing good while the selfish individuals are celebrating their success through their tricks? I thought the trails you have given me are trying to make me into great person with strength, but why things are still seem to go backwards.
Lord, I really cannot work things out and have not been worshipping for a long time. It really hurts me the way things are, and I am not sure how much faith left in me.
Amen
