depression

[bianca80]

Lately I've been depressed. I haven't heard from my freind in awhile and worried about them. I don't like my job anymore. It deals with the negative aspects of life: drug dealers, addicts, criminals. I want to leave my job and get a new one but i don't know where to look. I want to go back to school and do something new and get a third degree.

I find at this point in my life I'm unhappy with my job and lack of a personal life. Some days i'm so depressed I don't get out of bed much.

I use to love going to work. I use to love spending time with family and freinds.

I have been praying to be shown a way of what to do but i'm either missing something or no new way has been shown.

I just want to feel ok again.

 

[child_of_god]

lord remove this depression and help lead into a new life of love and joy and purpose. amen

 

[kristi]

Father I lift up this dear child and ask that you would deliver her from depression. father fill her with joy and peace and lead her down the path she should go. I ask this in Jesus perfect name.

 

[K-J]

Father God, dispel the depression and darkness from Bianca's heart, soul and mind. Your Word tells us that out of the overflow of the heart, the mouth speaks. There is life and death in the power of our tongues. I pray that Bianca will choose life by filling her heart with Your Word. She can ultimatley bring life to her destiny by the words that she speaks. Grant her a clear understanding that her words will position her in life - she must choose words of hope and have a joyful spirit. No more talk of dark things, give her the authority and power to speak abundant life into her circumstance, may she refuse to be sidetracked by circumstance. In Your almighty power, break these negative feelings and emotions, heal Bianca from the inside out and guide her each day. I pray with thanks for the blessings she is receiving by Your hand, even as I pray in the name of Jesus Christ, our risen Savior. Amen.

 

[bianca80]

Things are slowly starting to improve.

Today i found out at work- a job i had thought about quitting- I am getting a new office. A room with a window. It is a very big deal for me as i have worked in a windowless room for 3 years.

I'm going to see a counselor this week to talk about the feelings of rejection i feel from my freind Phillip so i can hopefully learn to let it go as it still pains me that i have not heard from him.

I try to take each day as it comes and have started reading Joel Osteen's book again and trying to speak words of victory and act as if my dreams have come to pass. I am trying to improve my outlook on life.

Thank you for your prayers.

 

[Stephaniej]

Amen to that Bianca and I thank God for victories, be it big or small. Lord, we thank You for Bianca and we praise You for her breakthrough. I bind up the devil and his tricks of depression and I thank You for the joy and peace and love and her new office with the window. Surround Bianca with Your love. In Jesus' name. Amen