Depression

Turns out that girl was not that interested in me. I am so depressed. I'm so busy with school that I cannot go out. Even if I do I feel uneasy because no one will go with me. I have to do everything by myself it seems. I'm so depressed that I can't even work. I'm tired, I have no energy. The worst part is there is not enough singles support groups in my area. I keep thinking that somewhere I'll meet the right girl by chance, but I'm so tired of waiting. My chest feels like it's caving in on me, I have this unsettling feeling all the time. My medicine is not working. I'm afraid. I don't want to be single anymore, this pain is unbearable. What is wrong with me? I need someone to love me, and tell me everything's gonna be okay. I guess I'm just gonna be that guy that never finds a wife. I feel ripped off like I missed my chance a long time ago and I can't get it back.