Hungry4love357
Servant of All
I've fell into my sins once again and I am ashamed of having to admit it to my support group. Particularly because of the nature of this particular sin. So I'm bummed out about that, I'm bummed out about Britney not talking to me anymore. I feel guilty about not reading my Bible, and an number of other things. There's a possibility that my thyroid is bad, and/or I got sleep appnia, so I'm all upset about that. Trying to get into school so I can hopefully get a decent job soon and be able to work. I just have a lot to deal with right now, and my grand parents are not helping. They like listening to country music, and it's almost always about a broken relationship. I can't understand why anyone likes listening g to music that talks about that kind of stuff. I guess after being married so long they forgot what being single and wanting a relationship feels like. Unfortunately my time is up. With the type of work I'm going into there's no chance that I'll meet anyone, and unfortunately I won't have time to look either. I guess God just did not have marriage planned for my life. I just can't get a break. The sad truth is I don't think my family cares either. I feel like I'm the only one who cares about finding my future wife. I feel like I'm writing my love letters to her for nothing.

