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Depression threatens to overwhelm me.  I find myself retreating further and further into daydreams to avoid the boringness of reality.  I would walk away from God, my family, my entire life here for a chance to life in a fantasy world.  I am not in love with my spouse, and I despise myself.  I cannot even bring myself to pray to God to help me.  I am spiraling further and further out of control.  I am afraid.
				
			 
	
 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		