Depression, Suicide

[Christopher Wee Kok Weng]

Hi, I want to commit suicide as I kept thinking that life is so meaningless and lonely. my path ahead is so dim and no purpose in life. I am reaching 30 this year but never felt love before, no girlfriend before and not even holding a girl's hand before. All my friends, even my brother is married or attached while everyday I just sleep or watch movies at home. tried everything and nothing helps. even my cell group look down on me. I just want to pray that God will still forgive me and bring me to Heaven when I commit suicide by jumping on my birthday this year. May God still love me and mum and dad please forgive me as I have suffered for 30 years of loneliness and pain and I wouldn't want to bear it for another 30 years.

 

[Shilo]

Father God,I pray that you take away the feelings of being lonely from this young man. Please bring Christian friends into his life. Lord let him know in a personal way that life is not meaningless you have a plan for him even if he can't see it yet. Please lord get him out of his house so he can meet a girl. Let a frindship grow that will show your love for him and that it was worth waiting for. Help him Lord to look at the good things in life and not to look at the bad. Life can be hard but the is also beauty if you choose to look at it. Lord please guide him in the path you would have him take. Suicide is no answer because then you are saying that your God can not do the things that you need. You take away all the plans he has for you when you take your own life into your hands that way. Please Lord shine a light into this life. In Jesus Holy name I pray amen.

 

[Christine]

Dear Lord,

Please open this man's eyes to see how very much You love him. Help him to realize he can be totally complete in You. His life can have purpose and meaning and much joy and love simply by follow You, knowing You, and serving You. Help him to open the Bible and read with understanding and receive the message of Salvation and freedom from the bondage that the world would have us live in. Lord give him purpose and direction. And if it be Your will and Your very best for him, send him a godly woman to marry. But in the meantime Father, let him find completeness in Jesus Christ. Lord, only You can remove the blinders and free him from sin and bondage to worldly desires. Only Your Holy Spirit can soften his heart and allow him to hear Your words of love and deliverance. Oh Father reach into this man's life and transform his heart and mind and soul as he surrenders it to You. In Jesus' Name, I pray, Amen.

 

[marisa]

Lord, Please help this man and put your loving arms around him. Let him know that you made him for a purpose. He has a reason for being on earth. He is loved by his parents and family. But mostly Lord let him feel the love of your holy spirit run through him. I pray Lord that you lift him up and guide him in the direction he is meant to go. I thank you Lord for all you do and all that you will do with this man's life. Let him know he is not alone. Let someone godly come into his life be it a friend or otherwise and may they serve you and learn from your word. Let him benefit from your everlasting love. I pray this in your most holy name. Amen.

 

[Dion]

Lord, I stand in agreement with all these prayer for this person , Lord I lay this person at you feet to take care of.......IN JESUS NAME AMEN

 

[LaMatadora]

Standing in agreement with all of these prayers in the NAME OF JESUS. AMEN!

Christopher, please don't kill yourself. There are therapists out there that can help you, counselors that care. God has sent upon this earth some very skilled healing professionals who are GIFTED at helping the depressed. God Himself will also step in and bind your wounds if You seek Him **hard enough**: I have PERSONAL EXPERIENCE WITH THIS TRUTH!! Whatever you do, DECIDE TO LIVE...