Ann, many years ago I had a sick child, it was my son Fernando, he was afflicted with an extremely severe allergicv asthma. He was a five year old boy who spent more time in hospitals and taking medication than in any other activity. At the age of five he had never eaten a piece of birthday cake or tasted ice cream because either would have killed him. We saw many doctors, in many places , he took manmy medications and treatments, we spent thouands of dollars trying to cure him without results. One day out of desperation I stood with him before Christ on the cross and I asked Him, I begged that He cure him, that He allow him to become a normal child. I came home and threw all his medication into the trash can and allowed Jesus My Lord to take over the situation. One week later my son tasted ice cream for the first time in his life, he has beena healthy boy until now that he is twenty two.
Ann, I am telling you this because I see you depending on medication and hoping that it works, this is not the way to go, you must have faith in Your God. Place this problem in Your Lord's hands and allow Him to act. I am not saying to stop taking your medication, no, this is completely up to you. It is time that you stop complaining and start acting, ask Jesus to give you courage and to give you strength, depression is the favorite weapon of the devil, pray that Jesus frees you from it, put this problem into his hands and trust Him, have faith and the depression will disapear.
Dear Jesus I stand before You with An, You know what is in her heart, You know what it is she is afraid of, YOu know Lord what is making her uncomfortable and depressed. Today I stabnd before You Lord and watch You take charge of this problem, I see You making the clouds, the fear, the pain, the problems fade away, I see Ann smiling and starting to live and enjoy life in peace. Thank you Jesus because You are acting now, get rid of the medication Lord, it is not good, get rid of the hurt and the fear for they keep Ann away from You. Bless her Lord bless her and make her strong. Thank you Jesus in You we trust.