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tressa
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I desperately need prayer from the past-to be set free and to really live life the way God intended. My mother committed suicide when I was 16 and actually began trying to take her life from the time I was born and was giving me drugs as a baby to keep me quiet so she could nap. Too long of a story to go into-but there was a lot of abuse and I had to be the mother. My dad and brother died 6 yrs. later in a plane crash and lost both sets of g.parents by the time I was 22. Had 3 abortions and have never fully got out from underneath all the pain and death. My mom's mom had a history of attempted suicide and some inklings of her mother being the same way. I've had lots of prayer to break generational curses and so forth, but to no avail. Tried goind thru Crisis Pregnancy's abortion program and fell apart 1/2 way thru and could not bear to re-live it and dredge all that up. I can't really trust and or love my husband because of it. I truly believe God's word and know that he can set me free, so I'am asking from a weaked state that 100's of God's people can saturate this prayer request and it will break thru to the 3rd heavenlies. Amen and God's blessings to all who will earnestly pray me thru this!
