ptech213
Prayer Partner
Hello brothers and sisters in Christ, this is going to be hard for me to talk about and one of the things I don't like to talk about so pray for me. 2 years ago an event happen that changed my life and left a scar on my heart. On Easter Sunday 2010 there was a 7.2 magnitude earthquake that hit in Mexicali, Mexico and was well felt in San Diego, CA (where I live) 122 miles away. Now I was born and raised in California my whole life, when I was little, earthquakes were not a big deal to me, when they happen I was usually shocked in a good way like "woah that was cool" and I would go back outside and literally forget it happen. But years later in 2010 when I was 17, it took a big hit on me, I was at home with my dad at the time watching tv right after church and my mom, older sister, and little brother were out in the city. I was extremely scared and in shock
not knowing what to do. At first I was like wow, but minutes later it started to sink in really hard in a very bad way, the devil started to get busy operating through fear. I was so scared I couldn't eat, sleep, drink, or talk. I actually lost weight from not eating regularly. My parents didn't know what was wrong, I tried to tell them and they didn't understand. My brother and sister did not care, they thought it was the coolest thing ever to have a big quake. Me on the other hand was suffering really hard. The worst of it all was feeling the aftershocks all night long when I couldn't sleep, I was broken you guys :'( I lost hope, I even forgot how to call on the name of God. I'm a really cool person to know and I'm funny and I love encouraging people to get to know God but you would not recognize me at all that day, even my friends were asking me "are you okay? This is not like you." A few months later I eventually got over it thank you Jesus, but over the past few weeks we've been having small 2.0 - 3.0 earthquakes. But I thank God because I haven't felt one, all my friends post on -banned site- "did you guys feel that?" I'm the only that doesn't feel them, God works in mistorious ways. One time I was watching tv in my room and the door started to shake, nothing else but that door was shaking. I knew it was a earthquake becacuse I saw another post on -banned site- "did you feel that?" I immediately started freaking out and I started to cry, my heart went cold and the feeling came back. Until this day, I still haven't figured out why God choose me for this, why did this take a big effect on me? Why won't God deliver me immediately like other people in different situations? I went back to Ohio for a month in 2010 with my family and was happy because I won't feel those aftershocks, but when it was almost time to go back to California in a few days I literally went in the bathroom, got on my knees and cried my eyes out so hard because I was scared to go back because I saw on the news there was a 5.0 magnitude earthquake in Palm Springs, CA I just couldn't take the pain. At this present time I am currently experiencing some post traumatic stress, today we had a small earthquake but once again I did not feel it but everybody else did (Thank God). I'm sick of my heart skipping a beat or my arms getting heavy and knees are weak from feeling vibrations but it's just a truck passing by, I could write for hours on how I feel but I have to wake up early for church
people please don't stop praying for me, pray that God almighty will deliver me from this horrible situation I've been facing for two years. These moods are on and off, it never stops. Every time I hear the word earthquake or did you feel that? I get that horrible feeling like I'm about to pass out, sometimes I fall asleep immediately to hide the pain from my parents 
please pray, I will pray tonight that you guys won't stop praying for me, I really need it. Someone please speak a good word of prophecy and healing in the name of Jesus.
not knowing what to do. At first I was like wow, but minutes later it started to sink in really hard in a very bad way, the devil started to get busy operating through fear. I was so scared I couldn't eat, sleep, drink, or talk. I actually lost weight from not eating regularly. My parents didn't know what was wrong, I tried to tell them and they didn't understand. My brother and sister did not care, they thought it was the coolest thing ever to have a big quake. Me on the other hand was suffering really hard. The worst of it all was feeling the aftershocks all night long when I couldn't sleep, I was broken you guys :'( I lost hope, I even forgot how to call on the name of God. I'm a really cool person to know and I'm funny and I love encouraging people to get to know God but you would not recognize me at all that day, even my friends were asking me "are you okay? This is not like you." A few months later I eventually got over it thank you Jesus, but over the past few weeks we've been having small 2.0 - 3.0 earthquakes. But I thank God because I haven't felt one, all my friends post on -banned site- "did you guys feel that?" I'm the only that doesn't feel them, God works in mistorious ways. One time I was watching tv in my room and the door started to shake, nothing else but that door was shaking. I knew it was a earthquake becacuse I saw another post on -banned site- "did you feel that?" I immediately started freaking out and I started to cry, my heart went cold and the feeling came back. Until this day, I still haven't figured out why God choose me for this, why did this take a big effect on me? Why won't God deliver me immediately like other people in different situations? I went back to Ohio for a month in 2010 with my family and was happy because I won't feel those aftershocks, but when it was almost time to go back to California in a few days I literally went in the bathroom, got on my knees and cried my eyes out so hard because I was scared to go back because I saw on the news there was a 5.0 magnitude earthquake in Palm Springs, CA I just couldn't take the pain. At this present time I am currently experiencing some post traumatic stress, today we had a small earthquake but once again I did not feel it but everybody else did (Thank God). I'm sick of my heart skipping a beat or my arms getting heavy and knees are weak from feeling vibrations but it's just a truck passing by, I could write for hours on how I feel but I have to wake up early for church
people please don't stop praying for me, pray that God almighty will deliver me from this horrible situation I've been facing for two years. These moods are on and off, it never stops. Every time I hear the word earthquake or did you feel that? I get that horrible feeling like I'm about to pass out, sometimes I fall asleep immediately to hide the pain from my parents please pray, I will pray tonight that you guys won't stop praying for me, I really need it. Someone please speak a good word of prophecy and healing in the name of Jesus.
