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Mandy
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I that there is so much that I feel guilty about and it is expensive not to mention time consuming. I hate that I have to hide stuff from my husband. Notes, my work bag with documents, and even food stuff. He is vindictive, rude, dishonest, self-centred, and lies without remorse. I continue to pray every day that he will come to know God soon. I hate that because of constant infidelity he cannot be trusted. Every time he arrives home hours after he is officially off work, it is a cause for concern. All I can do at this time is pray and not let his actions consume me or let me turn from serving God. I leave him in God's hands because I cannot keep watch over him. I pray too for those whom he has these ungodly relations with.
Our communication is poor and every time I attempt to have a serious conversation with him, he says he does not wish to hear or he covers his ears. He is never sorry for stuff he does. The only way he hears me is when I tell him off. Then for a few days, he pretends to be doing right. I am tired of this life. Please pray that he will be changed. He is easily led and cannot think or refuses to think for himself.
He requested the Bible for his birthday last year and often asks questions on scriptures, which means he has a sense of our Father, but the ways of the world are choking him like the seeds that fell among thorns. Prayer for us.
Our communication is poor and every time I attempt to have a serious conversation with him, he says he does not wish to hear or he covers his ears. He is never sorry for stuff he does. The only way he hears me is when I tell him off. Then for a few days, he pretends to be doing right. I am tired of this life. Please pray that he will be changed. He is easily led and cannot think or refuses to think for himself.
He requested the Bible for his birthday last year and often asks questions on scriptures, which means he has a sense of our Father, but the ways of the world are choking him like the seeds that fell among thorns. Prayer for us.
