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cabenyo
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I've never married, I'm 46 y.o., I have been confused for most of my life, my soul is poisoned of selfishness and pride. I say I was taught to be on the top of others and that I was “condemned†for success but this never came. I feel as if I have wasted all of my life for nothing, I don’t have any significant relationships and I have the feeling that I have failed all those who ever trusted or loved me, I’m deeply depressed and I wish that I could just hide in my shell but without a job my “shell†is not even mine… I’m being threatened for foreclosure on my very small 70k home. I say I need a job, but I really need a life… some years back I lived in a community in France and for once I was really happy , I wish I could go back but I can’t as I need to arrive there without any debt. Please pray for I can understand what the next step should be, please pray so that I can be of good to others and feel that my life has a purpose. Thank you!
