Anonymous
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Dear sir/madam
I am a ### year old male done my engineering and then MBA. I recently graduated and in pursuit of a job. From March of this year, I have been facing problems which are beyond my capacity to take on. I have gone through a lot of distress in personal as well as professional life. I got a campus placement and within a month I lost my job due to health issues and also in personal life, me and my girlfriend are suffering a lot. At present, I don't have a job and in all interviews I face, I am not getting through. Time is running out and pressure is getting too high and I am in hell, crying and lost. I feel like ending my life. If I don't get a job, my career, family, and girlfriend will all suffer. I am so so confused and nervous. I am unable to eat nor sleep properly and breaking down. I am not finding any answers nor solutions to this. My loved ones are also getting affected by this. I am scared and don't know what to do. Please help me and help me overcome these. This is my last hope and resort. I am a very restricted kind of person and I get nervous and anxious for the smallest of things. I have knowledge and am good at studies but can't speak properly during presentations and interviews due to nervousness and fear of failure. I am so so scared and nervous of my life which will affect my loved ones also. I am feeling like one big loser and unfit for living. I did a lot of mistakes but never intentionally to hurt others. I get angry, frustrated, and scared. I am letting myself and people who trust me and love me down. Please, this is becoming too difficult for me to handle and scared of what will happen. I have many responsibilities and ambitions in life and want to fulfill all of them. But going by my life, I am scared if I can achieve them or not. I never prayed in my life and at the same time, I never disrespected ones who do. I have immense respect towards people who believe. With time, I too started thinking that most things are beyond human control and God has control over life.
I am writing this to ask for help and I have no other way. I am just so lost and can't take this life crying and failure. Please help me.
I am a ### year old male done my engineering and then MBA. I recently graduated and in pursuit of a job. From March of this year, I have been facing problems which are beyond my capacity to take on. I have gone through a lot of distress in personal as well as professional life. I got a campus placement and within a month I lost my job due to health issues and also in personal life, me and my girlfriend are suffering a lot. At present, I don't have a job and in all interviews I face, I am not getting through. Time is running out and pressure is getting too high and I am in hell, crying and lost. I feel like ending my life. If I don't get a job, my career, family, and girlfriend will all suffer. I am so so confused and nervous. I am unable to eat nor sleep properly and breaking down. I am not finding any answers nor solutions to this. My loved ones are also getting affected by this. I am scared and don't know what to do. Please help me and help me overcome these. This is my last hope and resort. I am a very restricted kind of person and I get nervous and anxious for the smallest of things. I have knowledge and am good at studies but can't speak properly during presentations and interviews due to nervousness and fear of failure. I am so so scared and nervous of my life which will affect my loved ones also. I am feeling like one big loser and unfit for living. I did a lot of mistakes but never intentionally to hurt others. I get angry, frustrated, and scared. I am letting myself and people who trust me and love me down. Please, this is becoming too difficult for me to handle and scared of what will happen. I have many responsibilities and ambitions in life and want to fulfill all of them. But going by my life, I am scared if I can achieve them or not. I never prayed in my life and at the same time, I never disrespected ones who do. I have immense respect towards people who believe. With time, I too started thinking that most things are beyond human control and God has control over life.
I am writing this to ask for help and I have no other way. I am just so lost and can't take this life crying and failure. Please help me.
