Fostareor
Disciple of Prayer
Dear pastor, I took baptism forcefully but not wholeheartedly, our church pastor forced me to take baptism soon, now he is no more, this year last month he expired at the age of ###yrs. Pastor the day I entered the church, till today, it's almost ### years over by taking baptism. If I go to church, physically I'm present, but mentally I'm absent, my mind is roaming somewhere else. Even if I study the Bible, and if I start praying also, my mind will be roaming here and there. I can't concentrate on prayer, studying the Bible, and listening to the pastor's preaching. I tried my level best to keep my mind in a standard position and concentrate, BUT Pastor I'm helpless, because of lack of concentration. Till today nothing miraculous has happened in my life, still I did not get married, and now I have decided not to marry because now my age is ### years old, no interest in marriage at this age. Society is seeing me in a very cheap way, for still I have not gotten married. I'm an undergraduate, because of not completing my graduation, I did not get any job, etc. Likewise, pastor, nothing miraculous has happened in my life. I hate my life. I'm having eyes pain, ears pain, joints pain, stomach pain, hip pain, and back pain for many years. No use of praying, why because of lack of concentration, I'm helpless. So pastor, please help me, please give me some suggestion.