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[Chauwen]

Dear Pastor Benny Hinn, I married from 1999. But from that year, I have been having a lot of problems in my life. I am crying with a broken heart. I have no peace of mind, can't sleep properly at night. Sometimes I'm awake the whole night. I don't know what is happening. From 1999, I have been having lots of problems. My husband used to take drugs (injections). People used to make fun and tell me he will not change and he is of no use. But with all that, I got married to him. Even after my marriage, he continued to take drugs. Then I felt pregnant and got twins, two girls, in 2001. Then I was staying in his house, but nothing was working out. I was like a slave doing things myself and I got so thin and looked very bad. So I found that he was not changing, so I went away to my parents' house for 8 years. I stayed with my parents. Then in Feb 2004, I lost my elder brother, who I was so fond of. Till today, I'm missing him. Then my husband came back and said sorry. I felt pregnant after 2 months, he left me again. My son was born in Nov 2004. Only after one month, he came to see my son, then we sorted out things, got a house to stay. After 2 months, he started taking drugs again. Then his sister brought my house down. I had to go back to my parents' house. Then I had to find a job, working all three shifts to get money for my kids. From day one, I have been having a problem with his sisters and aunties. They took him away from me. His sister used to take him for disco's, Parties, Clubs, Pubs, etc. He used to cheat me with girls too. Then in 2008, he went on the rigs—that's oil drilling. So he came and apologized to me. Then I asked him to get a house to move out separately, but his sister did not want him to move out. From 2008 till today, we are together. I have 2 kids more, one boy born in 2011 and a girl born in 2016. So I have 5 kids. I have 3 girls and 2 boys. But from 2008 till now, that's 2020, I have been having so much of problems. Just want to end my life. I'm doing my best, don't even go out. I was 21 years old when I got married. Now I'm closing 42 in Nov, but till today, I have no peace, no happiness, no love, no respect for a woman. Even my kids are having a tough time with him. He beats them up, calling all of us bad words. I'm so depressed. Till today is still interfering with us and wanting to take him for a holiday abroad, but she does not want to take us, only her brother. He does not listen to me, only to his sister and aunties. We love him so much, but he is so rude with us. My husband asked us to get out of the house and he does not want us. Now he is telling me he is leaving us. I'm so depressed. We have no jobs, financially down, we are finding it so difficult. Whenever his sister calls, he has fights. I don't know why even if his aunties call, we have fights. If his sisters or aunties come home, we have a problem. Or if they give us any food, I have a problem in my house and my husband acts like a tiger. In a week, I'm only happy for 2 days, the rest of it, he does not talk to me. My husband is having high pressure and taking tablets and I'm having low pressure, but I'm not taking any medication. I'm having so much pain in my body since of late, not able to tell anyone. I only go to God. I'm suffering from Sinus for the past 15 years. Every time with a cold, everyday I have to take a tablet. If I don't take it, it's like I'm dying and I don't take, I take 2 to 4 tablets a day. For the past 15 years, I'm taking this tablet. If anyone takes 1 tablet, will feel drowsy, but I'm not able to take this Sinus. Can't eat anything, can't go out. I'm allergy to dust, etc. I'm not able to enjoy any food or drink any juice. My Sinus is so bad. Since of late, I'm feeling not feeling normal. I'm having severe back pain, can't use my hands and legs properly, like something is happening to my full body. I'm totally in pain, not able to express myself to anyone. My husband smokes 4 packets a day, he drinks every night, causes lots of trouble to us, hitting my kids, fighting with me every night, problems every day, problems. He smokes weed, that's a type of drug which he puts in his cigarette. My husband has no respect for me. Even if I'm with him on the bike, he looks at any girls, Ladies, or women. I feel so bad. Even my kids tell me that he looks at ladies. I'm feeling so bad and so depressed. If I tell him to sit, he stands. If I tell him not to go out, he goes out. If I tell him don't do that, he does it on purpose. Only listens to his sister. I also want him to make us important in our lives. We also need love, affection, respect, peace, happiness, etc., which I never saw for so many years. Even we can't celebrate a birthday. There is a fight the previous day always for any kids' birthday or even our birthdays. Even if it's Christmas, New Year, Easter, there is a fight in my house. Not a day goes of well. My kids and myself are getting mad. I'm like a mental lady. We never saw a birthday or a good day without a fight. We are so anxious to see those days, but when the day comes, it's a fight. I'm crying and messaging you. Pastor Benny Hinn, please pray for my husband to change all his bad ways. Please pray for him to change and be kind to us, show us love, show us what's affection. Pray that we should have peace, give up par jis bad habits, give me respect for a woman which all ladies get, but I don't get. Please pray that he will stop listening to his Sisters, especially that Sister who broke up my house and now wants to take him away from me and my kids. Pray that he should stop listening to his Aunties and his Brother-in-law. I really have been having a very tough time for so many years. Just want to put an end to my life. Pray that he should listen to me and no one else and stop using words or hitting my kids. Pray for us to be in good health and pray for my Sinus should leave me and I should be cured of all my pain too. I was so pretty. Now my features are gone. I'm become so ugly, I can't believe I've become like this now. I lost my colour too. I don't know what is happening. Please pray and that I should get back my prettiness. Whatever is wrong with me, pray that I should become pretty again. Pastor Benny Hinn, I'm so sorry for typing such a long message to you. Please pray and ask God to help me to have peace, happiness, love, affection, understanding, change my husband, keep my kids and myself in good health. Financially, we are down. Pray for us to come up in life and get good jobs and we are wanting to see good days which we never saw. My husband should stop his fighting and listen to me, not his sister. Pray for us to go back to Chennai. We have some debt unless we clear it, we can go back to Chennai. In praying so hard that someone will help us to pay our debt, it's around 3,00,000 lakhs. Thank you, Brother, and God bless.

 

[Chauwen]

Dear Pastor Benny Hinn, I married from 1999. But from that year I have been having a lot of problems in my life. I'm crying with a broken heart. I have no peace of mind, can't sleep properly at night. Sometimes I'm awake the whole night. I don't know what is happening. From 1999 I have been having lots of problems. My husband used to take drugs (injections). People used to make fun and tell me he will not change and he is of no use. But with all that, I got married to him. Even after my marriage, he continued to take drugs. Then I felt pregnant and got twins, two girls, in 2001. Then I was staying in his house, but nothing was working out. I was like a slave doing things myself and I got so thin and looked very bad. So I found that he was not changing, so I went away to my parents' house for 8 years. I stayed with my parents. Then in Feb 2004, I lost my elder brother, who I was so fond of. Till today, I'm missing him. Then my husband came back and said sorry. I felt pregnant after two months, he left me again. My son was born in Nov 2004. Only after one month, he came to see my son, then we sorted out things, got a house to stay. After two months, he started taking drugs again. Then his sister brought my house down. I had to go back to my parents' house. Then I had to find a job, working all three shifts to get money for my kids. From day one, I have been having a problem with his sisters and aunties. They took him away from me. His sister used to take him for disco's, parties, clubs, pubs, etc. He used to cheat me with girls too. Then in 2008, he went on the rigs—that's oil drilling. So he came and apologized to me. Then I asked him to get a house to move out separately, but his sister did not want him to move out. From 2008 till today, we are together. I have 2 kids more, one boy born in 2011 and a girl born in 2016. So I have 5 kids. I have 3 girls and 2 boys. But from 2008 till now, that's 2020, I have been having so much of problems. Just want to end my life. I'm doing my best, don't even go out. I was 21 years old when I got married. Now I'm closing 42 in Nov, but till today, I have no peace, no happiness, no love, no respect for a woman. Even my kids are having a tough time with him. He beats them up, calling all of us bad words. I'm so depressed. Till today, it's still interfering with us and wanting to take him for a holiday abroad, but she does not want to take us, only her brother. He does not listen to me, only to his sister and aunties. We love him so much, but he is so rude with us. My husband asked us to get out of the house and he does not want us. Now he is telling me he is leaving us. I'm so depressed. We have no jobs, financially down, we are finding it so difficult. Whenever his sister calls, he has fights. I don't know why, even if his aunties call, we have fights. If his sisters or aunties come home, we have a problem. Or if they give us any food, I have a problem in my house, and my husband acts like a tiger. In a week, I'm only happy for 2 days. The rest of it, he does not talk to me. My husband is having high pressure and taking tablets, and I'm having low pressure, but I'm not taking any medication. I'm having so much pain in my body since of late, not able to tell anyone. I only go to God. I'm suffering from Sinus for the past 15 years. Every time with a cold, everyday I have to take a tablet. If I don't take it, it's like I'm dying, and I don't take, I take 2 to 4 tablets a day. For the past 15 years, I'm taking this tablet. If anyone takes 1 tablet, they will feel drowsy, but I'm not able to take this Sinus. Can't eat anything, can't go out. I'm allergic to dust, etc. I'm not able to enjoy any food or drink any juice. My Sinus is so bad. Since of late, I'm feeling not feeling normal. I'm having severe back pain, can't use my hands and legs properly, like something is happening to my full body. I'm totally in pain, not able to express myself to anyone. My husband smokes 4 packets a day, he drinks every night, causing lots of trouble to us, hitting my kids, fighting with me every night, problems every day, problems. He smokes weed, that's a type of drug which he puts in his cigarette. My husband has no respect for me. Even if I'm with him on the bike, he looks at any girls, ladies, or women. I feel so bad. Even my kids tell me that he looks at ladies. I'm feeling so bad and so depressed. If I tell him to sit, he stands. If I tell him not to go out, he goes out. If I tell him don't do that, he does it on purpose. Only listens to his sister. I also want him to make us important in our lives. We also need love, affection, respect, peace, happiness, etc., which I never saw for so many years. Even we can't celebrate a birthday. There is a fight the previous day, always for any kids' birthday or even our birthdays. Even if it's Christmas, New Year, Easter, there is a fight in my house. Not a day goes of well. My kids and myself are getting mad. I'm like a mental lady. We never saw a birthday or a good day without a fight. We are so anxious to see those days, but when the day comes, it's a fight. I'm crying and messaging you. Pastor Benny Hinn, please pray for my husband to change all his bad ways. Please pray for him to change and be kind to us, show us love, show us what's affection. Pray that we should have peace, give up his bad habits, give me respect for a woman, which all ladies get, but I don't get. Please pray that he will stop listening to his sisters, especially that sister who broke up my house and now wants to take him away from me and my kids. Pray that he should stop listening to his aunties and his brother-in-law. I really have been having a very tough time for so many years. Just want to put an end to my life. Pray that he should listen to me and no one else and stop using words or hitting my kids. Pray for us to be in good health and pray for my Sinus should leave me and I should be cured of all my pain too. I was so pretty. Now my features are gone. I've become so ugly. I can't believe I've become like this now. I lost my color too. I don't know what is happening. Please pray and that I should get back my prettiness. Whatever is wrong with me, pray that I should become pretty again. Pastor Benny Hinn, I'm so sorry for typing such a long message to you. Please pray and ask God to help me to have peace, happiness, love, affection, understanding, change my husband, keep my kids and myself in good health. Financially, we are down. Pray for us to come up in life and get good jobs. We are wanting to see good days which we never saw. My husband should stop his fighting and listen to me, not his sister. Pray for us to go back to Chennai. We have some debt. Unless we clear it, we can go back to Chennai. In praying so hard that someone will help us to pay our debt, it's around 3,00,000 lakhs. Thank you, Brother, and God bless.

 

[Brother James]

Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing throughout your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will overflow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Matthew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirit Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I prayed.

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[Rammyn]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Roy S]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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