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Dear Lord, we pray that your will be done with our daughter. She will be coming up for parole on drug use and charges this month. I would love for her to get to come home but I have such a fear that she will come home and go back to her old lifestyle and friends. She had overdosed before and I cannot help but feel that she may really die this time. Lord, you know all things even before we ask. At least there I know she is safe and alive. It is a new and really nice facility where she is at. She just finished a rehab program there but I had her in 7 different facilities before she went to prison and none seem to have helped. She sounds good and she looks good, but I am still debating and scared of her not being fully recovered. She was on needles really bad and had tried all kinds of drugs so she does not have a fear about them. She was raised in church and was always such a good girl until she got messed up with drugs. She graduated at the top of her class and went to 2 years of college; she is taking some classes there. She was sentenced 1-15 years and has been there 1 year. She had a baby that CPS took during this time and we have had the baby since she was 6 months old and are now adopting her. My daughter and the father lost all rights to her so we took her to raise so she would not have to go into foster care. My daughter appears to be grateful but I am scared that she will be resentful toward us when she comes home and everything is final and changed completely for her. Please help us to get through this. We have been through so much with our daughter and our other 3 kids are not a problem to us. My daughter stole from us and the family around her. She was such a liar and so bitter everyone could not even bear her around. We coped and have stood by her when no one else would but I cannot go through that again. I feel panic and end up sick with my nerves when I think about what could happen again. We love her so much and we could not bear for her to come and die. She has been diagnosed with mental bipolar disorder that alone is hard to deal with her mood swings and outbursts and rage fits just scares us to death. I am so afraid she will go off the deep end when she is released. She will be living with my mom; CPS will not let her live with us or be around her little girl until everything is final with the adoption in May. My mom is 75 and she is frail and not well. I am scared that she will be a burden to my mom if she is not good and returns to her old behaviors. Please help us with this, Lord, let your will be done. You hold the future and know all things; if she is not going to be good and do what she is supposed to do and stay clean from drugs and stay away from her druggie friends, please let her stay there and be safe from harm. If she has truly given up drugs and wants to change her life and be drug-free, help her to come home. I don't know how else to say it to you, Lord, you know my heart and you know I am a Christian and want to always serve you in my life and be pleasing to you. Please help me. Please help us and our family with this. Thank Lord for everything you do for us in our lives daily. Please save ### and heal her of her afflictions. Help us with our adoption; we have waited almost 3 years now. I love you, Jesus.
