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dear lord we pray that your will be done with our daughter. she will be coming up for parole on drug use and charges this month. I would love for her to get to come home but I have such a fear that she will come home and go back to her old life style and friends. She had over dosed before and I cannot help but feel that she may really die this time. Lord you know all things even before we ask. at least there I know she is safe and alive. It is a new and really nice facitilty where she is at. She just finished a rehab program there but I had her in 7 different facilities before she went to prison and none seem to have helped. She sounds good and she looks good, but I am still debting and scared of her not being fully recoverd. She was on needles really bad and had tried all kinds of drugs so she does not have a fear about them. She was rasied in church and was always such a good girl until she got messed up with drugs. She graduated at the top of her class and went to 2 years of college she is taking some classes there. She was sentenced 1-15 years and has been there 1 year. She had a baby that CPS took during this time and we have had the baby since she was 6 months old and are now adopting her. My daughter and the father lost all rights to her so we took her to raise so she would not have to go into foster care. My daughter appears to be grateful but I am scared that she will be resentful toward us when she comes home and everything is final and changed completely for her. Please help us to get through this. We have been through so much with our daughter and our other 3 kids are not a problem to us. My daughter stole from us and the family around her. She was such a liar and so bitter everyone could not even bare her around. we coped and have stood by her when no one else would but I cannot go through that again. I fell panic and end up sick with my nerves when I think about what could happen again. we love her so much and we could not bare for her to come and die. She has been diagnosed with Mental bipolar disorder taht alone is hard to deal with her mood swings and outbrust and rage fits just scares us to death. I am so a fear she will go off the deep end when she is released. She will be living with my mom CPS will not let her live with us or be around her little girl until everything is final with the adoption in May. My mom is 75 and she is frail and not well I am scared to that she will be a burden to my mom if she is not good and returns to her old behaviors. Please help us with this lord let your will be done. You hold the future and know all things if she is not going to be good and do what she is suppose to do and stay clean from drugs and stay away from her druggie friends please let her stay there and be safe from harm. If she has turely given up drugs and wants to change her life and be drug free help her to come home. I don't know how else to say it to you Lord you know my heart and you know I am a christain and want to always serve you in my life and be pleasing to you. Please help me. Please help us and our family with this. thank lord for everything you do for us in our lives daily. please save amanda and heal her of her afflictions. Help us with our adoption we have waited almost 3 years now. I love you Jesus.
