Thomasina Carter
Humble Servant of All
Dear Lord, please help me make it through today happily. I am grateful for everything that you have given me. The only thing that I'm missing right now is my husband back in our home. But I am very appreciative that I do get to have moments with him. He puts me on a roller coaster ride. I don't know why. I fall in love with him all over again every time I see him and I can see the love in his eyes just the same. We are talking more. But it hurts to watch him leave. I've never known any couple with as much of a connection or closeness as we do and yet he says he's not happy being married to me. I need him to see that he's not happy being away from me. He's lost weight but when we're together he eats good. I understand he wants his space but he needs to understand that we can compromise. He doesn't have to be living somewhere else to have his alone time. He never talked to me about what he wanted he just up and decided one day that he wanted more freedom and he didn't feel like he was going to get it staying with us. Please help me to tie my tongue so I won't be ugly about anything to him today. Please let him mourn to be home with us when he sees me. I love him with every breath I take. We have always been inseparable just involuntarily. Even now we can't keep us apart for long. But someone or something else is. We are great until he gets on the phone or Facebook. Please Lord, guide him back to us and our marriage. In Jesus name, Amen.
