YouAreEverything
Servant
Dear Lord, if I have 1 chance, I'd use that chance to win the lottery jackpot, I'd have to put myself on #2 place here and I'll accept your power to rise me to the highest levels, I have ever imagined to be. It has not been easy for me and my family. Jobless, no gift to learn, alcoholism, I have all the faith in you in the world, creator of the universe, all the numbers I choose doesn't matter. You have to open the door for it to happen, I can't do it myself. Dear Lord, you said “ask and it shall be given.” If this is my only chance, I'll use this now, and close all other roads if it's demanded. I just don't want to do it anymore. I've been a laughing material my whole life. Everything I do in life gets taken down, everything I see in life, I can't have it, I see it, then close it, saying it will never happen. Accept it, they are driving it, they are spending it, they are living it. I'm not even close to say a word, leg starts shaking. I have no motivation of working for those people I'm dealing with. The career choices, whatever it is, it's not fulfilling. Every day, I just want to run away. I want to be set for life, winning the lottery jackpot, whatever it is 1M€ - €90 million, I want it for my family. I want to eat good, train good, travel, live good, and most important, help those who are also in need. My father works as a cab driver, mother works in a hospital, hard work, life is not easy on us. I've been learning, but everything I put my mind on is not working out. I don't understand, but others do. It's hitting really hard. I never thought this would happen to me. I have done many sins in my life, can you forgive me? I have no other God apart from you. I ask for the lottery jackpot in Jesus' name and believe, I have always believed and nobody can take it away from me. We want to move away, live somewhere quiet, start a new page in our lives. There are no doubts in my soul that this can't happen. I have thought about it for a very long time. I see you, only you know why I need that lottery jackpot. If there are any reasons I shouldn't, break those chains and have me in it, because I know I will do good through you. Everything that happens is you, everything that doesn't happen is you. Glory to God, you are the only one who I can actually talk to. I want to feel your arms around me. I feel something different I have never felt before. I love you, you are the highest Almighty God. Bring the lottery jackpot to me, take the pain off my back, and prepare to declare it to my family. You'll never have to go to school/work again. Breathe a new life into me. I'm sorry for my dad and mom's behavior. I feel embarrassed and sad by that. Blessings of financial freedom will mean everything to me. There's only one, Lord Jesus Christ, Only Son of the Father. I praise you for your glory, we praise you for your glory. Have mercy on us. I don't want to go on as I'm going on right now. Make the tweaks needed. You said whatever we desire we can have, even if it's my only desire. If I have this chance, this is the desire I will take. No school, no programs, no people I can't choose, do not interest me. I'm only interested in what you have in my thoughts, and this is to win the lottery jackpot, and I have always believed this is possible. Nothing's impossible, because we are living in the impossible. It's in my heart, everything including me. This is what I want, and the only thing I have ever wanted, is to set financial freedom for our family. Even if my enemies are offering it for me, I know God can do it all, and that's what I have always believed for myself. I am not worthy of anything because of this, what's happening, and how this has turned out. But in the name of Jesus, that's all I have. I have been not taken far. I can't excel in this way. The lottery jackpot will overcome all my problems, all my family problems. Health is not good either. Please give us the victory. It's 7 numbers, and they all must be green and red, on the same ticket. The money is a great amount if it's the lottery jackpot. I have tried, but it's working out like the rest of my life, which is what just happened, nothing happened. This is my greatest heart desire in Jesus' name. Amen.
