gail85
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Lord, I need your help...your strength...your guidance. I need financial help and have no where to turn. Other than my teenage children I have no family. My parents are gone, I'm single and an only child. There is no family to turn to. The burden is great. Also, Lord, I need help in my mind, heart and soul. I have alienated myself from so called friends after my house burned down last year and no one offered help. I hate being alone but don't want a relationship. I watch people...talking and chatting...and I wonder what is the point? People's day to day lives and conversations seem trivial anymore. Sometimes I just want to ask them what they're thinking? Do they hear themselves? I work. I take care of my children. But, I have become so cold, uncaring. Ok have to force myself to have polite conversations. Act normal. When all I want is to just work....go home...be alone. So, please ease my financial burdens. Please soften my heart. Please make me a better person. Teach me to be happy. For this I pray. Amen.