ANGELOFHOPE
Prayer Partner
DEAR LORD,
I HAVE BEEN ATTRACTED TO ### SINCE JHS. I NEVER HAD THE COURAGE TO EXPRESS THIS TO HIM DUE TO MY SHYNESS. ABOUT 5 YEARS AGO, ### AND I RECONNECTED THROUGH -banned site-. OVER TIME WE EXPRESSED OUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER.
IT HAS BEEN VERY DIFFICULT FOR ### AND I TO SPEND TIME TOGETHER BECAUSE I AM DISABLED (### HAS LIMITATIONS BUT THEY ARE MINOR). DIDN'T HAVE ANY PRIVACY AT HOME TO ENTERTAIN FRIENDS AND NEEDED ASSISTANCE TO DO SO.
THEREFORE, ###'S AND I RELATIONSHIP HAS BEEN ONE OF PHONE AND E-MAIL UNTIL I WORKED ON GETTING THINGS IN ORDER.
IN THE RECENT PAST I BEGAN LIVING IN MY PARENT'S BASEMENT SO I HAVE A BIT MORE PRIVACY. I OBTAINED THE SERVICES OF A HOME ATTENDANT TO ASSIST ME (I THANK YOU FOR THIS). YET I FACED ANOTHER OBSTACLE.
I SUFFER FROM COLITIS AND HAD A BAD FLARE UP. FIRST, I WAS PUT ON RECTAL STEROIDS, THEN I WAS PUT ON ORAL STEROIDS TO TREAT IT. IT IS UNDER CONTROL NOW (THANK GOD). HOWEVER, IT AFFECTED MY MUSCLES AND JOINTS, CAUSING ME TO BE BED RIDDEN FOR MONTHS AND HAVING TO LEARN TO WALK AGAIN.
THEREFORE, I WAS NOT ABLE TO SPEND TIME WITH ###. I MOVED BACK UPSTAIRS WITH MY PARENTS SO THAT THEY COULD HELP ME. I STARTED PHYSICAL THERAPY.
I HAVE IMPROVED GREATLY AT THIS TIME. I AM JUST ABOUT READY TO MOVE DOWNSTAIRS AGAIN. I AM PLANNING TO ASK ### OVER ON MAY 26, 2014.
YET I AM WORRIED.
- ###'S CALLING PATTERN HAS CHANGED SINCE I STARTED THE STEROIDS. AT THAT TIME I COULD NOT GET TO THE PHONE TO ANSWER ###'S CALLS, SO HE SUGGESTED THAT I CALL HIM WHEN I WAS ABLE TO AND LEAVE A MESSAGE THAT I WAS NEAR THE PHONE. WE DID THAT. NOW THERE ARE NO RESTRICTIONS ON CALLING BUT ### ONLY CALLS ME WHEN I SAY "I NEED YOU."
- ### POSTED SOME PICTURES ON -banned site- OF A FEMALE FRIEND HAVING LUNCH. NOT TOO LONG AGO I ASKED HIM ABOUT HIS CONNECTION TO HER AND HE SAID "SHE IS SOMEONE I KNOW." SEEING THE PICTURE BOTHERED ME BECAUSE THEY WENT OUT FOR BREAKFAST IN NOVEMBER AS WELL AS A BIRTHDAY PARTY (### TOLD ME ABOUT THIS).
DEAR LORD,
YOU HAVE GIVEN ME YOUR WORD THAT ### IS THE MAN FOR ME.
- SHOW ME THAT I CAN TRUST YOUR WORD.
- SPEAK TO MY HEART.
- CALM MY FEARS.
- SPEAK TO ###'S HEART AND KEEP US UNITED IN LOVE.
- OPEN THE DOOR OF COMMUNICATION FOR ### AND I.
- ALLOW ### AND I TO MEET ON MAY 26, 2014, AND LET THERE BE NO GLITCH IN PLANS.
- LET MAY 26, 2014 BE THE TRUE START OF OUR RELATIONSHIP.
I HAVE BEEN ATTRACTED TO ### SINCE JHS. I NEVER HAD THE COURAGE TO EXPRESS THIS TO HIM DUE TO MY SHYNESS. ABOUT 5 YEARS AGO, ### AND I RECONNECTED THROUGH -banned site-. OVER TIME WE EXPRESSED OUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER.
IT HAS BEEN VERY DIFFICULT FOR ### AND I TO SPEND TIME TOGETHER BECAUSE I AM DISABLED (### HAS LIMITATIONS BUT THEY ARE MINOR). DIDN'T HAVE ANY PRIVACY AT HOME TO ENTERTAIN FRIENDS AND NEEDED ASSISTANCE TO DO SO.
THEREFORE, ###'S AND I RELATIONSHIP HAS BEEN ONE OF PHONE AND E-MAIL UNTIL I WORKED ON GETTING THINGS IN ORDER.
IN THE RECENT PAST I BEGAN LIVING IN MY PARENT'S BASEMENT SO I HAVE A BIT MORE PRIVACY. I OBTAINED THE SERVICES OF A HOME ATTENDANT TO ASSIST ME (I THANK YOU FOR THIS). YET I FACED ANOTHER OBSTACLE.
I SUFFER FROM COLITIS AND HAD A BAD FLARE UP. FIRST, I WAS PUT ON RECTAL STEROIDS, THEN I WAS PUT ON ORAL STEROIDS TO TREAT IT. IT IS UNDER CONTROL NOW (THANK GOD). HOWEVER, IT AFFECTED MY MUSCLES AND JOINTS, CAUSING ME TO BE BED RIDDEN FOR MONTHS AND HAVING TO LEARN TO WALK AGAIN.
THEREFORE, I WAS NOT ABLE TO SPEND TIME WITH ###. I MOVED BACK UPSTAIRS WITH MY PARENTS SO THAT THEY COULD HELP ME. I STARTED PHYSICAL THERAPY.
I HAVE IMPROVED GREATLY AT THIS TIME. I AM JUST ABOUT READY TO MOVE DOWNSTAIRS AGAIN. I AM PLANNING TO ASK ### OVER ON MAY 26, 2014.
YET I AM WORRIED.
- ###'S CALLING PATTERN HAS CHANGED SINCE I STARTED THE STEROIDS. AT THAT TIME I COULD NOT GET TO THE PHONE TO ANSWER ###'S CALLS, SO HE SUGGESTED THAT I CALL HIM WHEN I WAS ABLE TO AND LEAVE A MESSAGE THAT I WAS NEAR THE PHONE. WE DID THAT. NOW THERE ARE NO RESTRICTIONS ON CALLING BUT ### ONLY CALLS ME WHEN I SAY "I NEED YOU."
- ### POSTED SOME PICTURES ON -banned site- OF A FEMALE FRIEND HAVING LUNCH. NOT TOO LONG AGO I ASKED HIM ABOUT HIS CONNECTION TO HER AND HE SAID "SHE IS SOMEONE I KNOW." SEEING THE PICTURE BOTHERED ME BECAUSE THEY WENT OUT FOR BREAKFAST IN NOVEMBER AS WELL AS A BIRTHDAY PARTY (### TOLD ME ABOUT THIS).
DEAR LORD,
YOU HAVE GIVEN ME YOUR WORD THAT ### IS THE MAN FOR ME.
- SHOW ME THAT I CAN TRUST YOUR WORD.
- SPEAK TO MY HEART.
- CALM MY FEARS.
- SPEAK TO ###'S HEART AND KEEP US UNITED IN LOVE.
- OPEN THE DOOR OF COMMUNICATION FOR ### AND I.
- ALLOW ### AND I TO MEET ON MAY 26, 2014, AND LET THERE BE NO GLITCH IN PLANS.
- LET MAY 26, 2014 BE THE TRUE START OF OUR RELATIONSHIP.
