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Dear Lord,
Help me to patiently wait for the man you have in store for me. I apologize and am guilty of wanting to have the feeling of love and companionship so badly unto where I will practically give my time to any guy who lower me in to his tricks. Last night, I found out a guy I really had interest for had a son that has to be about 6 or 7 and I knew nothing about him. When we first met, he told me he didn't have a child. But he denies to the fullest that he never said that, and that he did tell me about him. Thing is, he never talks about his son as a father so he seems negligent, I don't know if he had bad intentions with me and felt I didn't need to know about his life but then maybe began to like me and eventually wanted me to know. But how I found out was very disgusting, it took for me to be on a website to know. Although I'm not in love with this man, I had very high hopes and believed he had potential to be a great guy for me. I talked to him about a lot, and all I got in return was lies on top of lies. I'm left disappointed and he probably don't even care. I thank you Lord, that I never got too close and that you are showing me I really just need to get my priorities straight. I'm just lonely.
Help me to patiently wait for the man you have in store for me. I apologize and am guilty of wanting to have the feeling of love and companionship so badly unto where I will practically give my time to any guy who lower me in to his tricks. Last night, I found out a guy I really had interest for had a son that has to be about 6 or 7 and I knew nothing about him. When we first met, he told me he didn't have a child. But he denies to the fullest that he never said that, and that he did tell me about him. Thing is, he never talks about his son as a father so he seems negligent, I don't know if he had bad intentions with me and felt I didn't need to know about his life but then maybe began to like me and eventually wanted me to know. But how I found out was very disgusting, it took for me to be on a website to know. Although I'm not in love with this man, I had very high hopes and believed he had potential to be a great guy for me. I talked to him about a lot, and all I got in return was lies on top of lies. I'm left disappointed and he probably don't even care. I thank you Lord, that I never got too close and that you are showing me I really just need to get my priorities straight. I'm just lonely.
