Star lover🙆🙆
Servant of All
Dear Lord
Forgive me that I've been so far from myself. I was drawn into my self-made fantasies, yet I am still here. Please forgive me. This daydreaming disorder keeps me away from anything and, most importantly, from you, Lord. I don't have self-worth anymore; I don't care about myself or anyone else. I lie, I do things recklessly. This feels so much out of my control. Please forgive me for being weak and not being thankful. Instead, I keep dreaming about things and characters in my mind. Please, Lord, give me strength and peace of mind. I don't want my negative and bad fantasies to control me anymore. I feel like a person who is addicted. I cannot focus on anything; I keep losing my friends, and I keep failing my exams. I don't want to be like this anymore. I am numb; I want to have hope and change for the much better. I want to be a person with value. I don't want to be a slave to my thoughts. Please forgive me and I'm thankful for the things you have given me, even though I sin a lot. I am happy that I have you, Lord, and I am ashamed of myself. I am sad and hopeless because I am afraid I'll be daydreaming again unstoppably, but I really don't want this anymore. You see everything better than anyone else; you see my actions. Please forgive me. You are my hero, Jesus, forgive me. Help me instead of daydreaming to focus on my studying unstoppably without anything negative coming to my mind. I've been like this for two years, and it's my fault. Forgive me that I didn't endure the difficulties. Give me strength so I can get strong mentally. Please give this strength to anyone in this world. Amen.
Forgive me that I've been so far from myself. I was drawn into my self-made fantasies, yet I am still here. Please forgive me. This daydreaming disorder keeps me away from anything and, most importantly, from you, Lord. I don't have self-worth anymore; I don't care about myself or anyone else. I lie, I do things recklessly. This feels so much out of my control. Please forgive me for being weak and not being thankful. Instead, I keep dreaming about things and characters in my mind. Please, Lord, give me strength and peace of mind. I don't want my negative and bad fantasies to control me anymore. I feel like a person who is addicted. I cannot focus on anything; I keep losing my friends, and I keep failing my exams. I don't want to be like this anymore. I am numb; I want to have hope and change for the much better. I want to be a person with value. I don't want to be a slave to my thoughts. Please forgive me and I'm thankful for the things you have given me, even though I sin a lot. I am happy that I have you, Lord, and I am ashamed of myself. I am sad and hopeless because I am afraid I'll be daydreaming again unstoppably, but I really don't want this anymore. You see everything better than anyone else; you see my actions. Please forgive me. You are my hero, Jesus, forgive me. Help me instead of daydreaming to focus on my studying unstoppably without anything negative coming to my mind. I've been like this for two years, and it's my fault. Forgive me that I didn't endure the difficulties. Give me strength so I can get strong mentally. Please give this strength to anyone in this world. Amen.
