ANGELOFTHELORD
Humble Prayer Warrior
DEAR LORD,
CALVIN AND I LAST SPOKE / SAW EACH OTHER ON 11 / 25 / 14 THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT HE CAME TO MY HOUSE AND CALVIN LEFT DISAPPOINTED
THIS HURT ME BUT I COULDNT REALLY FOCUS ON IT BECAUSE I WAS DEALING WITH THE HEALTH ISSUES OF MY FAMILY AS WELL AS MY OWN (HOME HEALTH AIDE)
AS SOON AS THOSE SITUATIONS IMPROVED I CONTACTED CALVIN THROUGH -banned site- HE READ THE MESSAGE I WROTE BUT DID NOT RESPOND TO IT (TYPICAL) I HAVE ALSO CALLED CALVIN ON HIS CELL DURING WORK HOURS AND LEFT A VOICEMAIL HE HAS NOT RETURNED MY CALL (SOMEWHAT TYPICAL)
I AM CERTAIN THAT I WILL HEAR FROM CALVIN HOWEVER I AM NOT CERTAIN OF WHEN
RECENTLY I WENT ON CALVINS -banned site- PAGE TO LOOK AT HIS PICTURES I NOTICED THAT HE AND A FEMALE FRIEND HAD GONE OUT TO BREAKFAST I THEN LOOKED AT THE FEMALE FRIEND -banned site- PAGE AND SAW THAT SHE AND CALVIN'S MOM ARE NOW -banned site- FRIENDS (BREAKFAST LADY AND CALVIN'S SISTER HAVE BEEN -banned site- FRIENDS FOR OVER ONE YEAR) THIS MADE ME VERY JEALOUS
MY HEAVENLY FATHER,
- LET CALVIN BE INTERESTED IN ME
- OPEN THE DOORS OF COMMUNICATION
- ALLOW US TO SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN
- FILL CALVIN'S MIND WITH CONSTANT THOUGHTS OF ME
- KEEP OUR HEARTS UNITED IN LOVE
- YOU HAVE GIVEN ME YOUR WORD MANY YEARS AGO THAT CALVIN IS THE MAN FOR ME SHOW ME THAT I CAN TRUST THIS
~ YOU HAVE RECENTLY GIVEN ME MESSAGES (ANGEL OF DEATH, CHOCOLATE, GOLDFISH) AS WELL ~
- CONTINUE TO BUILD MY FAITH IN YOU
- REMIND CALVIN CONSTANTLY OF THE (LOVING) THINGS THAT HAPPENED WHILE WE SPENT TIME TOGETHER
- LET CALVIN DESIRE AND MISS ME GREATLY
- SHOW CALVIN THAT I AM THE WOMAN FOR HIM
- MAKE IT ABSOLUTELY CLEAR TO ME THAT CALVIN AND THE BREAKFAST LADY ARE JUST FRIENDS
- REASSURE ME THAT I TOO WILL HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO MEET CALVIN'S FAMILY
- PLEASE MAKE CALVIN AND I "OFFICIAL" IN EVERY WAY
SHOW ME THAT YOU ARE WORKING THINGS OUT .......
CONSOLE MY HEART ......
I LOVE YOU LORD ......
I ASK THIS OF YOU WITH THANKS AND PRAISE .......
CALVIN AND I LAST SPOKE / SAW EACH OTHER ON 11 / 25 / 14 THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT HE CAME TO MY HOUSE AND CALVIN LEFT DISAPPOINTED
THIS HURT ME BUT I COULDNT REALLY FOCUS ON IT BECAUSE I WAS DEALING WITH THE HEALTH ISSUES OF MY FAMILY AS WELL AS MY OWN (HOME HEALTH AIDE)
AS SOON AS THOSE SITUATIONS IMPROVED I CONTACTED CALVIN THROUGH -banned site- HE READ THE MESSAGE I WROTE BUT DID NOT RESPOND TO IT (TYPICAL) I HAVE ALSO CALLED CALVIN ON HIS CELL DURING WORK HOURS AND LEFT A VOICEMAIL HE HAS NOT RETURNED MY CALL (SOMEWHAT TYPICAL)
I AM CERTAIN THAT I WILL HEAR FROM CALVIN HOWEVER I AM NOT CERTAIN OF WHEN
RECENTLY I WENT ON CALVINS -banned site- PAGE TO LOOK AT HIS PICTURES I NOTICED THAT HE AND A FEMALE FRIEND HAD GONE OUT TO BREAKFAST I THEN LOOKED AT THE FEMALE FRIEND -banned site- PAGE AND SAW THAT SHE AND CALVIN'S MOM ARE NOW -banned site- FRIENDS (BREAKFAST LADY AND CALVIN'S SISTER HAVE BEEN -banned site- FRIENDS FOR OVER ONE YEAR) THIS MADE ME VERY JEALOUS
MY HEAVENLY FATHER,
- LET CALVIN BE INTERESTED IN ME
- OPEN THE DOORS OF COMMUNICATION
- ALLOW US TO SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN
- FILL CALVIN'S MIND WITH CONSTANT THOUGHTS OF ME
- KEEP OUR HEARTS UNITED IN LOVE
- YOU HAVE GIVEN ME YOUR WORD MANY YEARS AGO THAT CALVIN IS THE MAN FOR ME SHOW ME THAT I CAN TRUST THIS
~ YOU HAVE RECENTLY GIVEN ME MESSAGES (ANGEL OF DEATH, CHOCOLATE, GOLDFISH) AS WELL ~
- CONTINUE TO BUILD MY FAITH IN YOU
- REMIND CALVIN CONSTANTLY OF THE (LOVING) THINGS THAT HAPPENED WHILE WE SPENT TIME TOGETHER
- LET CALVIN DESIRE AND MISS ME GREATLY
- SHOW CALVIN THAT I AM THE WOMAN FOR HIM
- MAKE IT ABSOLUTELY CLEAR TO ME THAT CALVIN AND THE BREAKFAST LADY ARE JUST FRIENDS
- REASSURE ME THAT I TOO WILL HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO MEET CALVIN'S FAMILY
- PLEASE MAKE CALVIN AND I "OFFICIAL" IN EVERY WAY
SHOW ME THAT YOU ARE WORKING THINGS OUT .......
CONSOLE MY HEART ......
I LOVE YOU LORD ......
I ASK THIS OF YOU WITH THANKS AND PRAISE .......
