Dear Jesus. Although I don't go to church, I still seek your presence in our lives. My so and I need you in our life. Please forgive me for not coming to your house. Lord, you know my situation. You know the people involved and what and how they operate. Rebuke the enemy, my Lord. Rebuke the enemy who try to hinder us to their advantage. They only care for themselves and neglect the little one with me so they can drink and enjoy themselves. Lord, show them what life is without having someone to do dirty work. They use me to do this. They have entered my house and self-destructed everything, and it's unfair. They know all my weaknesses and use it to their advantage. They are narcissists and are causing so much pain. Please uplift my son and myself. We are alone in this world, and nobody and nothing can change this but you. Jesus, I'm not of you if I don't give you all the praise, but I do. Give you all the praise and glorify your name each and every way. This house we live in is mine, but I don't feel at home. We have too many demons, Lord, in our home and our life. Only you can clean us and release all of this from us. In Jesus' mighty name, I pray. Amen.