misslynda
Disciple of Prayer
Dear God
Please help me to want to live. I don't want to take my life, but I have been struggling so long without anything that lasts. My relationships are feeling so shallow. I have given openly most of my life, and I have had such Faith, and I just feel used and alone. I do not want to grow old. I do not want to be alone, however, I would rather be alone than relive any of the tragedies I have had to overcome.. I have been brought out of the darkness, and yet, I feel so unwanted, uncared for and alone. I just feel like I have had enough. I am constantly being rejected, and everyones love is so conditional. I feel like I dont belong
Please help me to want to live. I don't want to take my life, but I have been struggling so long without anything that lasts. My relationships are feeling so shallow. I have given openly most of my life, and I have had such Faith, and I just feel used and alone. I do not want to grow old. I do not want to be alone, however, I would rather be alone than relive any of the tragedies I have had to overcome.. I have been brought out of the darkness, and yet, I feel so unwanted, uncared for and alone. I just feel like I have had enough. I am constantly being rejected, and everyones love is so conditional. I feel like I dont belong