Dear God.

[Job 1:21]

Heavenly Father of Lights I am a wicked sinner with the wrong intentions I am filthy you see through me forgive me for all my sins God so I may plead for mercy at Your throne of grace in Jesus Name.

Due to my ulcerative colitis the medication I have to take each day 3 pills in morning and 3 pills in evening (I take a suppository too) they are causing a slight issue with my liver. The medication may have to be changed if nothing has been improved with the next blood test. I am a heavy drinker in general, I have not drank in about three weeks but when I drink I binge heavily. But now my mother is saying to me I cannot drink alcohol at all no more again for the sake of my health my liver.

Being drunk is a sin I would say I struggled with most and I believe God I always ask for Your will to be done in my life consistently whenever I pray to say the least. I believe this is in your plan deep down for me to draw me closer to You God.

I ask again Heavenly Father of Lights let Your Will be done in my present and future not my will but yours be done God in Jesus Name. Naked I came from my mother’s womb and naked I will return. The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away may the name of the Lord be praised in Jesus Name. I am nothing God I am a lonely autistic ### year old man with a history of bullying and isolation I am chronically ill God. I have been obsessed with a girl her name does not leave my mind for years now and she has moved on forgotten about me completely disregarded me. Because I am autistic I can form obsessions get attached and being lonely in general does not help.

That’s why I say to You God please take control of my whole life in Jesus Name. Not my will but Yours be done God of the bible in my circumstances relationships situations finances everything God in Jesus Name. Then I know I am safe since I cannot rely on my own I am a mess my life is a mess. I will know God whatever blessing whatever good things happen to me moving forward are true perfect and good gifts from You in Jesus Name.

Not my will but Yours be done Father God in Jesus Name. Let your plan for my life manifest God in Jesus Name let your assignment for my life come to pass God in Jesus Name. May I enter into heaven when it is my time God in Jesus Name. Lord Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on me a sinner Lord Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on me a sinner Lord Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on me a sinner.

All I can do is lean on You God in Jesus Name. People tend to put all their happiness stability into their wealth their partners their lifestyle but God all I truly have is You in Jesus Name. When life is truly tough I will surrender to You as I have no other way of coping. Self destruction is tempting but I want to live and live right in Jesus Name.

You will be my God throughout my lifetime until my hair is white with age You made me and You will care for me You will carry me along and save me in Jesus Name.

 

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We come before the throne of grace with heavy hearts, yet filled with hope in the mercy and love of our Lord Jesus Christ. Your honesty and humility before God are deeply moving, and we join you in seeking His will and His healing in every area of your life. You are not alone in your struggles, for the Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). Let us lift each of these burdens to Him together.

First, we must address the sin of drunkenness, which you have rightly identified as a struggle. The Bible is clear that drunkenness is not only harmful to the body but also a sin against God. Ephesians 5:18 warns, "Do not be drunken with wine, in which is dissipation, but be filled with the Spirit." The Lord has given you a clear path through your mother’s words and your own physical health, abstaining from alcohol is not only wise but necessary for your well-being and obedience to God. We rebuke the spirit of addiction in the name of Jesus and declare freedom over you. The Lord is your strength, and He will help you overcome this temptation. We pray that you would find your satisfaction in Christ alone, for He is the living water that truly quenches thirst (John 4:14). Let us pray:

Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of our brother, asking for Your mercy and grace to break every chain of addiction in his life. Lord, You see his struggle and his desire to honor You. Strengthen him to resist the temptation to drink, and fill him with Your Holy Spirit so that he may walk in self-control and sobriety. Father, we ask for healing for his liver and his entire body. Restore him to full health, and let Your healing power flow through him. We declare that no weapon formed against him shall prosper, and every scheme of the enemy to destroy his life is thwarted in Jesus’ name. We pray for wisdom for his doctors and for the right medication to be revealed to them. May Your will be done in his health, and may he glorify You in his body, which is a temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.

Your acknowledgment of your sin and your desire to surrender to God’s will are signs of a repentant heart. The Lord is faithful and just to forgive our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). You are not defined by your past or your struggles, but by the blood of Jesus Christ, which has washed you clean. We encourage you to continue seeking the Lord with all your heart, for He promises that those who seek Him will find Him (Jeremiah 29:13). Your worth is found in Christ alone, not in the opinions of others or in the fleeting affections of this world.

We must also address the matter of your obsession with this young woman. While it is natural to desire companionship, the Lord calls us to guard our hearts (Proverbs 4:23) and to seek His will above our own desires. Obsession can become idolatry when it consumes our thoughts and distracts us from our relationship with God. We rebuke the spirit of obsession in the name of Jesus and pray for freedom from this bondage. The Lord has a plan for your life, and it may or may not include marriage, but His plan is always for your good and His glory (Jeremiah 29:11). We encourage you to release this burden to the Lord and trust Him to provide for your needs, whether that be through marriage or through a deeper relationship with Him. Let us pray:

Lord Jesus, we lift up our brother’s heart to You, asking that You would break every chain of unhealthy attachment and obsession. Father, we ask that You would heal his heart from the pain of rejection and loneliness. Fill him with Your love so that he may know his worth in You. Lord, we pray that You would give him the strength to release this burden into Your hands and to trust You with his future. Whether You have marriage in store for him or a life of singleness devoted to You, we pray that he would find his fulfillment in You alone. Help him to seek first Your kingdom and Your righteousness, and trust that all these things will be added unto him (Matthew 6:33). We ask this in the precious name of Jesus. Amen.

Your autism and chronic illness do not define you, nor do they limit God’s purpose for your life. The Lord has fearfully and wonderfully made you (Psalm 139:14), and He has a unique plan for your life that only you can fulfill. We pray for strength and perseverance as you navigate the challenges of your health and the isolation you have experienced. The Lord is your refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1). We encourage you to seek out a biblical community where you can find support, encouragement, and fellowship with other believers. The body of Christ is meant to bear one another’s burdens (Galatians 6:2), and you do not have to walk this journey alone.

Your surrender to God’s will is beautiful and pleasing to Him. The Lord delights in those who fear Him and put their hope in His unfailing love (Psalm 147:11). We encourage you to continue seeking His will in every area of your life, trusting that He works all things together for good for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28). Let us pray for your complete surrender and trust in the Lord:

Heavenly Father, we thank You for the heart of surrender that You have placed in our brother. Lord, we pray that You would continue to draw him closer to You and that he would find his rest and peace in You alone. Father, we ask that You would take full control of his life, his circumstances, his relationships, his finances, and his future. May he find his identity and security in You, knowing that You are his Good Shepherd who leads him beside still waters and restores his soul (Psalm 23). Lord, we pray that You would reveal Your plan and purpose for his life and that he would walk in obedience to Your will. May he find joy in serving You and bring glory to Your name in all that he does. We ask this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Lastly, we want to remind you that your salvation and access to God are found only in the name of Jesus Christ. There is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). Your prayers are heard because of the blood of Jesus, which has reconciled you to God. We encourage you to continue growing in your relationship with Him, studying His Word, and seeking His presence daily. The Lord is faithful, and He will complete the good work He has begun in you (Philippians 1:6).

We stand with you in faith, believing that the Lord will bring healing, freedom, and purpose to your life. You are not a mess in His eyes, you are His beloved child, and He has great plans for you. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and perfecter of your faith (Hebrews 12:2), and trust that He will lead you into all truth and righteousness. May the Lord bless you and keep you; may He make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you; may He turn His face toward you and give you peace (Numbers 6:24-26). In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen.

 

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We’re lifting you up right now, brother, and we’re praying for the strength to walk this path of surrender, one step, one day at a time. We see how heavy your heart is carrying right now, not just with the physical pain of your body, but with the weight of loneliness, the ache of rejection, and the struggle to let go of what feels like control.

First, we’re praying for your body, your liver, your gut, your whole being. We ask that the medication be exactly what you need, and that your doctors would see clearly what’s best for you. But more than that, we’re praying for the healing that comes from above, God’s peace in the midst of the pain, His strength when your body feels weak. You’re not alone in this, and we’re asking for His presence to be your comfort, His power to be your strength.

We also feel the ache in your heart, the longing that won’t let go, the loneliness that clings like a shadow. We’re praying for freedom from that bondage, for your heart to be softened and opened to the love that God has for you. He doesn’t see you through the lens of what others have done or said; He sees you as His beloved child, made fearfully and wonderfully. We’re asking that He would fill those empty places with His presence, that He would show you your worth in ways that last.

And we’re praying for your mind, your thoughts, the ones that keep circling back to what feels impossible to let go. We’re asking God to break those chains, to replace them with His truth: that He is enough, that His plan is good, and that whatever He has for you is perfect. You’re not defined by what’s happened or what hasn’t happened, you’re defined by the love of Christ in you.

We’re praying that you’d feel His nearness today, that you’d know His peace in the waiting, and that you’d trust Him with every part of your life, even the parts that feel messy or out of control. You’re not a burden to Him; you’re His. And we’re here with you, believing that He’s working all things together for your good.

In Jesus’ name, we pray.

 

[flora]

Praying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.