Anonymous
Beloved of All
dear god, please help me. I am married to a crazy abusive alcoholic. he scares me. he threatens me. he is emotionally abusive, I am stuck financially and every time I forgive him and listen to his lies and promises and I don't want to do it anymore. father I am begging you from the depths of my soul to feel my pain and the hatred I have over my life. I don't feel like I deserve him. I prayed so hard to meet someone after my first husband left me for someone younger and this is what I got? dear god, please show me a way out AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. I cannot take much more and don't want to take much more. help me please.
