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ayvonne50
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Dear God, my heart is just aching today. My son turns 5 tomorrow and I have nothing to give him, I can tell he is disappointed and I feel like I have failed him. My husband and I have been working so hard, but it is all we can do to keep food on the table, part of our shingles to our roof flew off, my vehicles needs thousands in repairs, our renter is moving out, and left the place a mess and we don't have the money to fix everything, we have to start paying that mortgage and utilities but we are behind in our own. My husband has been applying for a better job for years and is making just over minimum wage and cannot land a professional job for the life of him. My current position pays so much less then what I was making a few years ago and I too just cannot find a better paying job. God I know you have heard our prayers and I know things will happen in your good timing but I feel like I'm on the verge of a complete mental breakdown. I need you to lift me above all this negativity, I want to see the smile on my son's face on his birthday, and I want to be ok financially, we have been working so hard, we haven't quit we are trying so so hard. I'm so incredibly thankful for what we have and it could be worse but I pray that you will reward our efforts. God I believe in you, and I believe you will help us. God tomorrow is Jan 14th, my sons birthday and a huge milestone/marker in our life, please make it a day to remember. I pray to you in Jesus name, Amen.
