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Dear God last year was bad for me. I lost the man I love and got ruined by a sister. Things got better then went back to where it was.
I was absolutely ripped apart by a sister that met and married a BAD man. I supported my sister and her kids for 12 years when he came into their lives. Unfortunately he abuses alcohol, does not work etc. He had sent her to hospital within 3 months after marriage. He beat them and I brought them back to my house, used everything I had but they were safe. He is back and all the lies and deception & fighting is back.
Lord please forgive me, I cannot do this again. I am a wreck. I am still trying to get back on my feet, supporting 6 extra mouths is not cheap. It is not the food or the place to stay, it is not being able to trust someone.
Money and material things is not much to me.
Dear God my prayer to You today is:
Please help where people do not cherish your gifts. Children, soul mates, Husbands, wives they are the real treasures in life. Help those people to understand and appreciate what You’ve given them, children are gifts from You, they should be cherished, especially if you were fortunate enough to have kids that are not rebellious. There are people like me that did not get any of the important things in life. I am not blaming any one for ending up alone, but I need them to embrace their gifts from God. If they can understand an empty longing heart and soul maybe they won't abuse each other.
Please take care of them, he is taking them away again 700km away. They will only have you to watch over them, PLEASE take care of them.
I am not able to carry on anymore, please forgive me for refusing to let that man come into my house.
I was absolutely ripped apart by a sister that met and married a BAD man. I supported my sister and her kids for 12 years when he came into their lives. Unfortunately he abuses alcohol, does not work etc. He had sent her to hospital within 3 months after marriage. He beat them and I brought them back to my house, used everything I had but they were safe. He is back and all the lies and deception & fighting is back.
Lord please forgive me, I cannot do this again. I am a wreck. I am still trying to get back on my feet, supporting 6 extra mouths is not cheap. It is not the food or the place to stay, it is not being able to trust someone.
Money and material things is not much to me.
Dear God my prayer to You today is:
Please help where people do not cherish your gifts. Children, soul mates, Husbands, wives they are the real treasures in life. Help those people to understand and appreciate what You’ve given them, children are gifts from You, they should be cherished, especially if you were fortunate enough to have kids that are not rebellious. There are people like me that did not get any of the important things in life. I am not blaming any one for ending up alone, but I need them to embrace their gifts from God. If they can understand an empty longing heart and soul maybe they won't abuse each other.
Please take care of them, he is taking them away again 700km away. They will only have you to watch over them, PLEASE take care of them.
I am not able to carry on anymore, please forgive me for refusing to let that man come into my house.
