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roughlife92
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Dear God
I was once close to you and lost my way. I feel ashamed of some of the choices I have made in my life and a heavy burden rests on my soul. I pray that you, the only lord and savior, may find mercy on my soul and heal me of my deep depression and agony while I remain in this world. I know those around me do not deserve any of the blame placed upon them and I realize know I am the only one who can change myself and am the only one resposible for my actions. I forgive those in my past who have caused me to veer down this path of despair, specifically James and my father. I know he never meant to fire the gun that so tragically took a young soul we were all so close to that forever changed my childhood and outlook on life. Some times things are just accidents and insted of placing blame, I can accept that now and want to move on, hopefully helping others in the same situation. As I look at all the evil in this world I realize demons are very real and all around. I pray that you may cast these demons out of my path and that your angels may help me make decisions free of their influence. I feel like a terrible person, but In your eyes I have come to accpet all of us, from Hitler to Ghandi are all the same in your eyes, children of god and full of sin. I accept that you sent your only beloved son to pay for these sins, a sign of eternal love beyond the grasp of human imagination. I pray for my mother, the saint you have placed in my life that I have treated so poorly recently, I pray for my step father, I pray for my father, I pray that my brother may one day find you. I pray for all my family and all of those who I have come in contact with in my life. I pray for everyone in the world, may the find peace in your love. You are great Jesus you are my savior and eternal light, I need you more than ever. Please, please come into my heart.
I was once close to you and lost my way. I feel ashamed of some of the choices I have made in my life and a heavy burden rests on my soul. I pray that you, the only lord and savior, may find mercy on my soul and heal me of my deep depression and agony while I remain in this world. I know those around me do not deserve any of the blame placed upon them and I realize know I am the only one who can change myself and am the only one resposible for my actions. I forgive those in my past who have caused me to veer down this path of despair, specifically James and my father. I know he never meant to fire the gun that so tragically took a young soul we were all so close to that forever changed my childhood and outlook on life. Some times things are just accidents and insted of placing blame, I can accept that now and want to move on, hopefully helping others in the same situation. As I look at all the evil in this world I realize demons are very real and all around. I pray that you may cast these demons out of my path and that your angels may help me make decisions free of their influence. I feel like a terrible person, but In your eyes I have come to accpet all of us, from Hitler to Ghandi are all the same in your eyes, children of god and full of sin. I accept that you sent your only beloved son to pay for these sins, a sign of eternal love beyond the grasp of human imagination. I pray for my mother, the saint you have placed in my life that I have treated so poorly recently, I pray for my step father, I pray for my father, I pray that my brother may one day find you. I pray for all my family and all of those who I have come in contact with in my life. I pray for everyone in the world, may the find peace in your love. You are great Jesus you are my savior and eternal light, I need you more than ever. Please, please come into my heart.
