Bunnyboo🫶🏼
Disciple of Prayer
I would first off like to say that Jesus Christ is my lord and savior amen. I had an interview it felt like a bs interview because the person doing it just wrote my name and number on a blank piece of paper. I am frankly 5 more days of being booted from my friends home in a state I don’t know. The interviewer hasn’t called back and with no money & my phone service will end this month. I have ### to my name I’m saving that. I am tired I done took all the beatings I can take. On top of that I am also heartbroken because I was dating somebody. It’s funny because I thought coming to this state I would find work and I could be closer to the person I am in a relationship with. My person lives ### hours away. However, God had other plans and ever since I’ve been here all I do is cry. I’ve tried getting into contact with some homeless/runaway program that could get me back to my state. I wouldn’t mind being homeless in my home state because at least I know the land I don’t mind the winter cold or even not eating. What I am scared of the most is being homeless in this state without knowing the land and I for a fact see homeless every day so I know the programs here don’t help much. Dear lord please show me a way out. I know you see and feel my tears. I’m heartbroken I miss my person who felt like was the right person for me I know you sent that person but sadly we were both hurting each other and it was best you separated us. It sucks because I want to text my person but the Holy Spirit tells me not to I want to go to them and cry in my person’s shoulders. Lord I am not an emotional person I only cry at night when my friend and her family are asleep. I weep silently just like Jesus did. I miss my person I pray over them every night I feel so stupid because I came to this state and I feel as if I have lost everything. On top of that I’m trying to find a job so I can save to go back but that feels impossible. God my heart can’t take the heartbreak I really can’t I know that if the time is right you will bring us back together but I feel as if my heart is changing and not for the best. If you get me out of this mess I will not even look at a single person. I will never date or complain about relationships, matter of fact I will stop dating (I only dated one person) I have no eyes for anyone else father you know this because every night I cry and I cry and in my defeat I wait, pray that you will deliver me out of this state and this mess my human self have put myself into. Please dear lord find me a way out reveal your greater plan I only have a couple days left. Send an angel down to earth to help me out help me make at least ### bucks so I can pay this month’s phone bills. God I only simply ask for 3 things 1. You help me back to my home state, 2 you lead me to a safe place to stay & resources to help me get a job a stable environment 3. I pray you heal the person’s heart I was with even if we can’t be Together that’s fine just protect them. If you keep those 3 promises I will never ever date again. I won’t look for love I will not get married unless it is written in your will lord. God I thank you for everything you have given and taken but please do not let me become homeless in a state I don’t know.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.