Hannah1Sam
Humble Servant of All
Dear God. I feel so sad. I feel like a loser. I feel so stupid. It doesn't matter how much I love others, how much I give out, how much I care...I don't get the same love in return. I feel used. I feel the whole world is looking down at me...I know many feel sorry for me but I really don't want people to feel sorry for me. Father, I pray you relieve me and my family and bless us with joy. I know my parents and my siblings are all crying because I can see that my family has lots of troubles and each member is laying in bed crying to sleep. I pray for wisdom and your guidance. I pray R and W come to accept you as Lord and Saviour. Lord, I pray for my health, my future career, my relationships, my personality to change, my self-esteem...wisdom to know what to do and guidance in life. Father, you know my life and you know what I should do. I've made a mess and please help me to clean it up. Father, I pray to learn to be joyful, to learn to laugh, to learn to be playful...Father, I have the worse personality ever and I need your help to change. Father, I don't even know how to laugh, listen, talk... I feel so hurt when I see all my friends moved on in life and I seem to be the only one who is 'stuck' going nowhere and getting into a deeper trouble each day. Father, please tell me what to do. I love you and want to follow you above all things. It's easy to say but hard to do. I know you have great plans for me. Thank you Lord for listening. I cry too much. I need to decide to trust you and stop crying. Please bless me. I don't have many close friends and I feel so lonely. Please teach me how to make friends. Lord, please heal me. Thank you Amen