Dear God I don't know why is this happening all of this to me. Since the covid. I lose my job and I am in very deep debts and minutes ago my electric service is almost cut & I am being sued by the lending agency because I can't comply on payments. How am going to pay them if I don't have a regular earning. I tried so many things but it isn't enough to cover up or sustain it. I'm so depressed & I don't know what to do. I am afraid also to lose my home. My Lord I'm getting insane. I'm so afraid that I end up lose every thing I had. I wish to have a good Christmas but it seems that it's far from reality. Oh God please help me, please provide. Amen