Hello Again God, I pray you forgive me for my sins. I pray you forgive me for makeing idols like video games, and school work, and even family and friends a proity over you God. God serch my heart and bring unconfessed sins to light. Looking a pornography, lusting after women, disrespecting and disobeying my parents, and disrespecting and dihonoring you God. Please forgive me for these and all sins, crude language, procrastinating, not trusting you fully lord, and wasingt my time on meaninless things. God forgive me for sins unconfessed that have not come to light yet.
Dear Father,
I should have known better than to try and go on not praying to you Dad. I've run away from you again. WWhy do I do these things Dad. Why can I not trust your word. I read your word, and I try to live by it and trust that you know best, but when I don't see your work, I cannot help but get impatient with you. Dad I don't deserve a special ladyfriend like I've requested. I can't even get over a stupid porn addiction. I've been doing good for the past few days but how long will it last this time? I still masterbate Dad. I need your help. I know I have been sinning Dad. I don't want to though. The guilt I feel afterwords is so painful, I can't figure out why I would put myself though that time and time again. My desires for the flesh get in the way. They get in between me and you Dad. I don't want them to. Dad when you fill me with your spirit, and your love, I feel at peace, why I ever leave that piece is a mystery. Father I know you cannot interfear with my free will but, but can you please help me to overcome these distructive behaviors. Porn is no substitute for intamacy. Father I want intimacy. I want to feel loved and know that I am loved all the time. Father, I don't undersstand why I have to feel hurt, why I have to be single. I know my future spouse is out there, but waiting on her is so hard for me Dad. I don't know why I'm so anxious to find a helpmate. Dad, I don't even truly know what I'm looking for in a helpmate. I know things I would like to have, but only you know what I need to have, and know my desires even better than myself. Dad I want to meet someone that appriciates my strong points and can help me with my weak ones. Please help me rest to night, and not worry. God help me to keep my head up, and if I meet that special person God help me to say what I need to say. In your holy name I pray, Amen.
Dear Father,
I should have known better than to try and go on not praying to you Dad. I've run away from you again. WWhy do I do these things Dad. Why can I not trust your word. I read your word, and I try to live by it and trust that you know best, but when I don't see your work, I cannot help but get impatient with you. Dad I don't deserve a special ladyfriend like I've requested. I can't even get over a stupid porn addiction. I've been doing good for the past few days but how long will it last this time? I still masterbate Dad. I need your help. I know I have been sinning Dad. I don't want to though. The guilt I feel afterwords is so painful, I can't figure out why I would put myself though that time and time again. My desires for the flesh get in the way. They get in between me and you Dad. I don't want them to. Dad when you fill me with your spirit, and your love, I feel at peace, why I ever leave that piece is a mystery. Father I know you cannot interfear with my free will but, but can you please help me to overcome these distructive behaviors. Porn is no substitute for intamacy. Father I want intimacy. I want to feel loved and know that I am loved all the time. Father, I don't undersstand why I have to feel hurt, why I have to be single. I know my future spouse is out there, but waiting on her is so hard for me Dad. I don't know why I'm so anxious to find a helpmate. Dad, I don't even truly know what I'm looking for in a helpmate. I know things I would like to have, but only you know what I need to have, and know my desires even better than myself. Dad I want to meet someone that appriciates my strong points and can help me with my weak ones. Please help me rest to night, and not worry. God help me to keep my head up, and if I meet that special person God help me to say what I need to say. In your holy name I pray, Amen.
