Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Friends:
I'm suffering depression because my father lived a double life. He was married to my mother but carried on a double life for years as a homosexual. He had tertiary syphilis and last twenty years of his year were terrible for him and for his family. To further complicate things, he was a minister. The anger that I felt toward him has dissipated over the years, and I have forgiven him, but I still suffer knowing what he did.
I have some sexual sins from the past of my own that I trying to deal with. I have confess them to wife who says she forgives me, but I find it hard to forgive myself. I need to move on with life. Please pray for healing memories and for my healing.
I'm suffering depression because my father lived a double life. He was married to my mother but carried on a double life for years as a homosexual. He had tertiary syphilis and last twenty years of his year were terrible for him and for his family. To further complicate things, he was a minister. The anger that I felt toward him has dissipated over the years, and I have forgiven him, but I still suffer knowing what he did.
I have some sexual sins from the past of my own that I trying to deal with. I have confess them to wife who says she forgives me, but I find it hard to forgive myself. I need to move on with life. Please pray for healing memories and for my healing.
