Listen my brother you have to hold on to your faith in God!!! If you gone cry gone and get it all the way out then suck it up and when you have done all to stand, stand and hold on to Mark 11:24 that’s a sure word that God will move for you!!! Now allow the Holy Spirit to do whatever it is that he needs to do inside your hear, and just intercede for your wife, she’s coming back, but give her something to want to come back too!!!